nw at hc haus...hahas...slackin...yeps...gg countdonw lata...yeps...nort gg hme...hope it wud b v fun....
wish u cud b wif mee
5:54 PM
Friday, December 31, 2004
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wish u cud b wif mee
5:54 PM
Thursday, December 30, 2004
my new shoe
10:52 PM
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2dae did nth much...surprisingly moi dad didn't ask mee go work...sho went to mit rae...den go buy sum plastic shet n food...yeps...rae came moi haus to take her barang barang...den plae guitar fer a while..den go lor...took 136....saw elizabeth...pei dem walk till teh new pl...okae lars...nort reali bad lars tt scool...yeps...den nw at hme...shftin tings?...danos leh...still raiinin lehx...
2:20 PM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
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ffffffff!! i worked 2dae lars...dammit....sho damm freakin slpy n yet dey jus force mee go work...f lar...kao...count simi lan jiao stock....waste tym nia...chee hong...make mee sho tired till i fall asleep...chee bye lar...waste tym nia...dun lemmi go out...tmr oso lar...go count lan jiao stock again...den go shift tings...kao eh...shift bed washin machine all dese sia...hong kan...
8:40 PM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
fqewfqwsd
GIV UP?
I WUN
for nw
make ur decision nw?
10:38 PM
thoughts
u noe tt i lyk u
bud do u lyk mee
perhaps u dunno
ive been waitin fer ur reply
all tis while
all i get was a word
time
a word
tt's all
u dun confess
u dun show
perhaps u treat me as jus another kid
nth special
nth worth payin attention
nth worth ur tym
but actuali
tis kid has fallen in love
wif u
sumtyms i ponder
issit worth?
but then again
y nort
fer sumone i reali luv
even though she hurt mee
i still wanna b wif her foreva
but hw much she treasures u?
hw much are u in her hart?
time?
issit up?
hw much longer?
issit dere?
thousands of '?'
i cant answer
jus cant
i smoke
nort nw
i'l stp
cos of u
y is ur hart sho hard to grab
i cant seem to grab it
sumtyms
we are sho close
but yet i feel sho far apart frm u
it is reali damm hard to love sumone.
dese few daes
jus keep tinkin of u
hopin u were by my side
hais...mebbe i shudnt post...wad if i make her cry...i feel guilty....jus imperfect me..IMPERFECTION.
7:51 PM
281204
2dae woke up at 10...thouoght i was late...budden end up neva mind....hahs...went macs to mit rae...ate breakfast den rae came moi haus cos she wanna slp....den hc came...den we cabbed down to cat high...damm big...den bought books...den go j8....mad brotehr sho pissed....feelin real sry manz...sry ar...brother...dun angry hor...lao bu oso....sry....watched kungfu hustle...quite farni...budden dunno y i didnt reali enjoyed it....my hart was sumwhre....haisss....after movie...met eugenia fer the ticks...den went hme...saw alvin on bus wif his stead? danos...yars....
will ur hand be there?
will u be there wen i nid u?
7:23 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
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2dae...had piano...den hc came over...den went hartland to mit lao bu...go hartland buy prezzies...lao bu lyk quite sad sia...dano whie...den don came 1st or jess?dano lars...btw...we bought jess n yunlu necklaces...den met yujun oso...hers wristband cos dano hu tel mee wadeva...nvm...nort impt....ya...went macs...ate dinner...den went hme....
my hand is there...
leavin soon...
11:14 PM
true
"True"
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hideIts time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hideIts time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life
I've waited
This is true
1:30 PM
464
ive gt a new shoe!!
converse!!
79.90
9:39 AM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
3564564
4gt it...i'm nort gg orchard...i'm stayin hme instead...ya...prac guitar...n jus wanna tink sum tings....danos lars...tmr bahs...i go out....
i love you
12:33 PM
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sentosa sark mans...sho damm freakin crowded...hai mee walk the whole sentosa lors....den broguht dem to esplande...den one fullerton....cant stp tinkin of her....hai...jus kept tinkin n tinkin....4gt it...dad brought mee go clarke quay....den musafa...den finalli hme...damm tired...2dae gg orchard...ALONE....gr8 rites...ALONE....nvm....gonna find prezzie...
mind filled wif memories
the tyms i spent wif u
11:34 AM
Saturday, December 25, 2004
xmas
i brougth moi bro out...go don haus...we plae ps 2...quite fun....hahas...den yujun came...yujun act as my gan mei...yepss...den we went orchard at nite...super rowdy...buay tahan...i tio spray lyk siao...yahx...reali fun...all the pushin...reali damm krazee lars...ahhas...nth much to blog...2dae went cylin wif moi dad oversea frens...lata i follow dem go sentosa...mus pei dem...yar...
can i hold you?
12:30 PM
Friday, December 24, 2004
cello bass section
12:59 PM
tan po yue?dano in english called wad
12:57 PM
dizi
12:56 PM
rehearsing
12:56 PM
gary
12:55 PM
concert...
CONCERT OVER!!
yeps....concert was finali over...after many mnths of prac...finalli its over...i wonder wads my post nxt yr...nvm...concert reali damm scared...was lyk damm kan chiong...its was super scary...stil veri tired thou its was ystd...k i perform again?hahas...damm fun...everione said we plae until nort bad...budden actuali all of us thought it was lyk shet manz...nbm..over liaos...no mre prac till nxt yr...nw k enjoy le...jus 1 weeks...alemak...
12:42 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
tupid lao bu...sho old still smoochin wif yujun [-.-"]
8:53 AM
rachel eatin ice cream!!
8:52 AM
yujun slpin...siao sia...slp cover face lata cant breathe...
8:52 AM
xb slpin...
8:51 AM
me n j ho slpin
8:51 AM
hc slpin...
8:51 AM
plaein cards...
8:50 AM
hongchow actin joanne...budden..erm!?
8:47 AM
chalet...
i'm bak frm chalet!! happen alot of tings...sumtings i shudnt blog yeah....1st dae was kinda bad...yeps....2nd dae leh...moi idiotic dad n mom came to spot check meee....wtf....still kinda pissed...nvm...eached hme at 12+ ystd..den i slept at 4 lars...jus to polish my damm farkin shoe but it doesn't look polished...dammit....nvm...woke up 7...wanted to go pei yunlu budden i too lazy le...sry lao bu...er zi wanna lazi get up...hehes...gg scool soon...hc.christabel.don.yujun.jonathan. all gg fer moi concert...suddenli feel damm scared...lata i plae rong sibei paiseh...nvm...pray tt i will chiong all the wae dun malu myself....
8:38 AM
Monday, December 20, 2004
ken gimme his jersey...nice ries=)...thx bro
11:59 PM
moi new shoe...
11:59 PM
jersey bak
11:57 PM
ken..
11:57 PM
rae eatin..enjoyin her food eh
9:46 PM
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2dae ken n hc pei mee go buys hoe...went beach rd...bought a fake airforce 1...den we went peninsula to buy string...deng o c ken match...okae lars...nort bad teh performace...den go macs...yups...gtg le...tupid mom naggin
9:43 PM
Sunday, December 19, 2004
191204
ystd went fer grandpa bdae...was real borin...i told moi dad tt 24th im nort cumin hme...jus wort he said...okae lor...budden bring ur bro along...i'm lyk wtf...moi bro sae he wanna go caus he wanna c sunrise...gr8...nw...i'm tinkin...to go or nort to go...or go sumwhre else sho tt he wun go...dunno lar...or mebbe i 23 after moi concert dun go hme...heaven decide yet...i jus dun wan moi bro to go out wif mi...everitym he go out wif mee i damm buay song 1...gu niang lyk shet liddat...knnn...damm throw face sia...
ystd moi dad pissed me off totali...1st was bringin moi bro...nxt was...tell to all moi uncle n aunties bout controlin deir kids...he tokin bout lettin mee buy shoe tt cost less den 50...den nort hafin a hp... jus totali damm fed up ystd...yahx...
2dae...staed at hme...no whre to go...den moi paretns read jess gimme tt letter sia...den still gt rite bout smokin..den i was lyk shet...den moi mom ask if i smoke...denn i saw is i n hc gang up to bluff her 1...damm scary sia...den after tt moi dad damm lame lor...ask mee plae pool wif him...wif him 5-0 den i k go out...at tt tym was lyk 4+ le...den nvm lor...jsu plae lor...den we keep draw draw...denr estart dano hw mani tym...damm iritatin...den i dun wan plae le...tmr paino lesson...den go out stardee...still mus pack fer chalet...
2:04 PM
me @ grandparents haus...
2:03 PM
yu jun wearin specs
1:48 PM
suhadra..
1:47 PM
suhadra bro...
1:47 PM
lao bu autograph...
1:47 PM
jess autograph
1:45 PM