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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

stayed at hosptial for damm longg!!
4hours!!!
super sian there
b4 that
went kovan
than loron liew lian
woa
damm tired
now at home to rest alas
tmr mitin celstine to pass her books
and darren they all for clair's concert
yepps


Nigel blogged at
6:02 PM

291105

9 in the morn
-yawns
aniways
my new maid is makin trouble
sighs
instead of takin care of my grandma
she goes out gai gai
and even got a love letter from some guy
wthh
today im gonna spend my whole day at hosptial
yea
take care my grandma
yeahs
its also a good place to do QT
hehs


Nigel blogged at
9:08 AM

Monday, November 28, 2005

should i buy drugs?
not as in estacsy
as in those that can gimme strength
durin runnin for about half an hour one
sigh
im rather curious to try
and know if there's a diff


Nigel blogged at
11:21 PM

281105

2dae?
morn went to my paternal grandma side to visit her
than go my materal side
whcih is in hospital
yeahs
cabbed there
than stayed there till arnd 2 plus
than went compass
waitted for alnost an hour
for double Js
they shud be honoured sia
first time i so patient
haha
than went to slack arnd at compass
than they decided to go s'pore river
than i sugested go my haus first
so tt i can put the books down
yea
did so
than went raffles place and walk there
went macs to eat
than slack a while
the scenery is not as nice as clarke quay
at clarke quay the sunside could be seen one
yeas
went hospitial again
than stayed even longer
yeahs
tmr gonna spend almost the whole day there
=)


Nigel blogged at
9:10 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

thanks god for the new adidas shoe!!
all white!!
62 bucks
yeahs
abit tight
but i beleive it will last
haha


Nigel blogged at
10:19 PM

Hi Nigel,Guess what...U r the first person that I write a testimonial to. What so special about U hah?Nothing....just saw U that day in school (U know what event ha!). Thought that I want to send U an encouragement since you attend the same church as I do.Remember to trust in Him wherever things fall apart, not only when things are fine. Your passion and trust in Him will guide you all the days of your life.Best holidays....Give me a shout anytime....

this might a normal testi to anyone
but after readin it
i had the feeling of cryin
he is a tcher in my sku
and im not very close to him
occasionally ill jus chat with him
and he wrote me a testi
god's family
god's love
:'(
im really very touched


Nigel blogged at
8:49 PM

271105

things are so so wrong
woke up early at 8 when i slept at 2
cos my muscle cramps were bad
yaehs
terrible
went novena with my mama
eat fish and co
not bad sia
the food there
than went town to mit jocelyn
yeahs
saw cute babies
haha
than xb came
she left
went taka
to makan
than went clark quay
slack there
than walk from there to esplande
thanks sia xb
my muscles were killiin
than went funan digilife mall
than i went back to hosptial to visit my grandma
than my mom brought me to look at some shop houses
around geylang
damm creepy
damm dark
admmm scary
lol
yueahss
pray for physical healing on my muscles!
achin real bad


Nigel blogged at
8:39 PM

261105

its sat today!
finally going svc
i miss 2 svc sia
jus cos of exams and one encounter
yea
time for god alas
today gonna collcet the big move kit
=D

everyones gonna see my hair
lol
haha
so excited to hao lian to everyone
><"
than got runnin
i tink i today can run quite long and fast
got 'that' kind of feelin
haha
u gus wont understand
yea


Nigel blogged at
2:28 AM

worte a super long entry but com suddenli restart
sian
jus make a quick one lor
thanks papa for sendin me
=D
cell had a bad turn out
than something happen to one of my bros
yeahs
i prayed for him
than i cried
i felt the pain
yeahs
and i learn smth
the video showed durin enc affected alot of ppl
yeahs
every sin that u make is a needle through jesus
isnt that painful
svc was rather okay
almost lost my voice
haha
felt the need to pray for eugene
yarhs
after tt had run
3rd or 4th
damm tirin
than after that
macan
than go home

next week im on stage as choir!
yepps
and sellin tickets for a spectacular performance by our pastor
23,24,25th
u when free than go which one
wan ticks come find me!
=D


Nigel blogged at
12:00 AM

Friday, November 25, 2005

ive got my tribe jeresey!
#30


Nigel blogged at
11:40 PM

251105

today
had geog paper
edmund goy was invigilator
yea
started early
ended early
went to bleach my hair
shud be ash red
but some how or rather it turn brown
arghs.
than no conditioner somemore
make my hair very dry
than after tt
me xb hc went townin
yeahs
met dengyao and a few
bought tickets for them and for jocelyna nd jaslyn
yeahss
watch harry!
alas i watched it
its ok lar
rather sad at last part
than xb went for tution
hc went home
than i follow the doublt Js
yea
walk walk
from heeren to fareast
and back aain
than i went hospitial to cisit my grandma
she looks frail
yeahs
than went home
now lor
veyr tired
toms church!!
alas
haha
than got big run trainin!!


Nigel blogged at
9:08 PM

Thursday, November 24, 2005
241105

ss was easy!
hoep i score
yeahss
totally cant study now lor
so excited about go out tmr
haha
lol
anyway
hoep for an easy paper tmr also!!


Nigel blogged at
4:32 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

oh dear!
i jus realised stand chart is one more week!
so fast!!
how to have enough time to train
zzz
nvm nvm

afer my exams!
my hair will be ash red!
haha

yeahss


Nigel blogged at
10:31 PM

my grandma admitted to hospitial
heard frm my mom was blood infection
ppl
pls pray for her
hope its not true
if not she must go thru a lot of pain
treatment all these
yeahhss

ermmmss
heard from hc that xb said next year
first day on sku we will be performin
dunno if real anot
haha
at first i was like
shocked lar
stage fright
how to make it until like fcbc style
that kind of very high feeling?
no idea sia
but after a while
i shouldnt be thinkin this way yea
i now have a chance to glorify gods love
and i should do it
yeahss
and if the opportunity really comes
i believe god will show us his wonders
yeahs
praise god


Nigel blogged at
1:41 PM

231105

oh mans!
2daes bad!!
the phy paper was harder than SA
sigh
i guess this must be a warnin from god to ask me to study hard
yeahhss
PRAYERSS!!!!
i need help
ss and geog
my worst 2
hope it will be easy


Nigel blogged at
12:35 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005
221105

ystd
dad brought me,bro and my cousin to eat
ystd was my parents wedding aniversary
yeahs
bud didnt noe
lol
i got a problem remeberin dates
aniways
after that came home
my cousin taught me chem
almost lost my temper at my dad
cos he like keep irritatin me
but luckily
never
yeahs

this mornin
thank god i didnt over sleep
i wokeup at 6
but the weather was jus so nice to sleep
so i decided to slp a lil longer
yea
woke up at 745
bathe
than went sku
when i reached sku
shocked sia
815
more than half an hour b4 paper
almost everyone is here
STUDYIN!
why everyone think the same thing
zzz
cannot study in peace
ppl mumblin chem formulas all around
damm stres
than take attendance
my name was not there sia
wth
but eventually took the papetr
JUST IN CASE
yeahs
damm hard lar
stupid lucy yeo
everytime she set chem paper damm hard one
never set easy one
than paper finsih le
rainin
zzz
josh mom gave me a lift home
exactly to my haus
so nice yea
thanks josh!
=D
nows time for me to relax than to study phy
hrmmmss
i blve my phy can do rather well
yea
i memorised almost all the definations alr
and formulas too!
now my main problem is waking up
and having energy
yeahhhss

2 down
nigel
GO GO GO!!
haha


Nigel blogged at
11:29 AM

Monday, November 21, 2005
211105

woke up at 6
ZZZ
yeahs
than laze arnd the bed for a while
than bathe
dad woke up
wished me all the best
went to bustop
wait for ken and xb
yeps
felt wierd wearin sku u
haha
too long never wear liaos
ken came
than xb was in cab
so tom pang lorhs
yea
he ta pao fishball noodle for us
heaven paid him yet
=x
in sku
they toked to me about encounter
how ah gong [danny] got slained
heard of it
SCARY!!
but i wonder how would i be if i were slained?
will i fly back
hehs
for me to know and for you to find out eh
went to a corner
did QT
heavent been doin it for very very very long
reason?
hehs
im not gonna say here
yeahs

went into hall to the papers
was feeling quite high
dunno why
caus i saw don mebbe
haha
im gay!
lol
prayed to calm myself down
yea
the paper was easy
BUT!
got one qn i sin the wrong number
so i re-did the whole qn
i thought i did the whole qn only on one page
so i jus anyhow cancel lor
than i did on the fresh sheet
than when i redo finish
time jus nice
than i flip to the back of the paper which i cancel
and i found one small part!!!
SHIT!
and it was pens down
i wanted to jus take pen to faster cancel hopin no one would see
but i scared get zero
sigh
came home
told my dad about it
he scold me stupid
....
....
ask me tmr go sku find tcher tell tcher
yeahss
on the way back
saw xiangru
wanted to smile at her
but she had that kind of blur look
yehs
so
act dao lorhs
hahah
tution at 6
now to do my own revision
yea
so fast
one down, another 4 more
soon people
soon
i will join you guys and play
haha

oh yea
ppl pls pray for me
my ankle there feeling some pain
mebbe need x-ray and might not be able to run for a while!
sighs
but never mind
hEhs


Nigel blogged at
11:37 AM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

if i am bound to fail
its nothing special
its no suprise
im always failing
this shouldnt be an exception
:'(


Nigel blogged at
9:25 PM

I AM NOT GOIN TO TRUST MY DAD ANYMORE
HE IS A BLARDY BLARDY LIAR


Nigel blogged at
9:19 PM

why am i so selfish
indeed
i really wish that i can go encounter
hais
:'(
i missed that opportunity to get slained
its not the time yet
why?
HAIS
this shudnt be the way i am feeling

ppl
pls pray for me can?
i need them
this five days are crucial
yeahs
thanks


Nigel blogged at
6:59 PM

201105

today's all maths day
tmr is all chem's day
tues all phy day
wed is all ss day
and finally thurs is all geog day

so many DAYS eh
hEhs
ystd slpt at 2
woke up at 9
zzz
damm sian
jus study
friday faster come yea
i wanna buy the new addidas shoe!


Nigel blogged at
3:22 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

finally found a skin im satisfied with
yeahs
and this skin is made by kristine!!
yeahss
damm nice sia
haha
got tution at night
sighs
very very tired
dunno how long can i hold on longer b4 i fall ill
i hope people in svc and enc are havin fun yea
as for me
hais
jus back to studyin

wellz
my dad is flyin off on friday morn
hurrays
after my paper
gonna dye hair
than go town buy stuffs for my standard chartered marathon
yeahs
got about 2 weeks to train
gotta start soon
-yawns-


Nigel blogged at
6:27 PM

got a new maid
haiz
nth much
my mind is spinnin with all the facts
zzz


Nigel blogged at
2:55 PM

191105

FUCK!
IM GONNA MISS THIS WEEK SVC AGAIN
WHEN MY DAD PROMISED TO LET ME GO LAST WEEK
WHAT A FUCKIN A LIAR
I WAS SO EAGER TO GO SVC
BUT END UP
JUS A LIE

FUCK YOU DAD!
'GOD WILL UNDERSTAND'
EVERYTIME LIDDAT
FUCK OFF
KNN
WHY SHUD THE WAY U WORSHIP CHRIST AFFECT MINE
U LAO JIAO SO WAD
IT DOESNT GIVE YOU THE RIGHTS TO STOP ME FROM GOING CHURCH
IM DIFFERENT FROM YOU
COS I KNOW I LOVE HIM MORE THAN YOU DO

FUCK OFF MY LIFE DAD!


Nigel blogged at
11:54 AM

Friday, November 18, 2005

im so tired
4hours of tution
sleep halfway father scold me
for being so pig

encounter's today
i dont believe that i actually missed it
=(
all the things taht i was hopin to experience
hais
yeahs


Nigel blogged at
6:27 PM

i feel damm wierd posting my devotion!!!
shet!!
it feel some what unperfect
im so scared that it will give the wrong impresison
or spread the wrong message!!!!
oh mans!!!!


Nigel blogged at
11:58 AM

181105

i wrote my first devotion at DE7000
i jus felt this need to write down that entry
perhaps
reflection for myself eh
gotta give thanks
cant blame god
cos he has his plans
yeahss
ystd
tok to lulu till 2 plus
she's changed
haha
shes become a WOMAN!
yea
her attitude and stuff
haha
finally sia
feel glad for her
lols
today
havin tution again
tmr im gg service
hurrays!
:)


Nigel blogged at
11:16 AM

Thursday, November 17, 2005
171105

God still sits on the throne, the devil is a liar.

You may be going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith.

Let us continue to pray for one another.
Here is the prayer:
Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and email buddies reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings in Jesus' precious name.
Amen


found this while surfin the net
i felt sad
a letdown to god
i neglected him again and again
but he still forgives me
here's my prayer

Loving Father, i am sorry for the sins i have commited
the neglect that ive had for you. i ask for your forgiveness
and lead me to the light. please. guide me. dont let me turn my back
on you again. i wanna know u more and more as each day goes.
i need your help and support father.
AMEN.

i dunno why im sayin this suddenli
i reali dunno
sighss
another 8 more days till freedom
really lookin forward to it
but
for now
studies
and
please
god come talk to me


Nigel blogged at
11:50 AM

“The Lord your God has blessed you in all the work of your hands.” –Deuteronomy 2:7

1.Your thumb is nearest to you. So begin your prayers by praying for those closest to you. They are the easiest to remember. To pray for our loved ones is, as C.S. Lewis once said, a "sweet duty."

2.The next finger is the pointing finger. Pray for those who teach, instruct and heal. This includes teachers, doctors, and ministers. They need support and wisdom in pointing others in the right direction. Keep them in your prayers.

3.The next finger is the tallest finger. It reminds us of our leaders. Pray for the president, leaders in business and industry, and administrators. These people shape our nation and guide public opinion. They need God's guidance.

4.The fourth finger is our ring finger. Surprising to many is the fact that this is our weakest finger; as any piano teacher will testify. It should remind us to pray for those who are weak, in trouble or in pain. They need your prayers day and night. You cannot pray too much for them.

5.And lastly comes our little finger; the smallest finger of all. Which is where we should place ourselves in relation to God and others. As the Bible says, "The least shall be the greatest among you." Your pinkie should remind you to pray for yourself. By the time you have prayed for the other four groups, your own needs will be put into proper perspective and you will be able to pray for yourself more effectively.

Should you find it hard to get to sleep tonight; Just remember the homeless family who has no bed to lie in.

Should you find yourself stuck in traffic; don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for the last three months.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week, for $15.00 to feed her family.

Should your car break down, leaving You miles away from assistance, Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering; what is life all about, what is my purpose? Be thankful, there are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You could be them!!!

Should you decide to send this to a friend; You might brighten someone's day!

-author unknown-


Nigel blogged at
11:35 AM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

got fcuked by my dad
he doesnt get bored stirrin anger in me ehs
im damm bored even to quarrel with him
daM!
2dae gonna miss RL mitin
nth much

-pissed off-


Nigel blogged at
3:03 PM

161105

lasat nite
went to mit rachel see
yea
pass me her geog book
its so freakin good la
compared to mine
all the drawin
all the colour
like damm nice liddat
but no dam facts
yeahs..
wokeup at 8
damm tired larhss
exhausting
everyday wake up this time
than my dad was like u shud study till 3am than wake up at 8
siao!
my cousin comicn to tution me later
for 2.5h
yeahs
than im on my own le
its wednesday 2dae eh
so another four days to study
SOMEONE PUMP OIL INISDE ME!!
-dozin off-
ZZZ


Nigel blogged at
9:27 AM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005
151105

oh shet!!
no one has geog notes on tourism!
im so dead
how to study
shet shet
god
pls help!!
2dae
start intensive studyin
nth much le
ciaos


Nigel blogged at
1:30 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

this is for don low
haha

DON LOW
I LOVE YOU
THANKS SO MUCH FOR GG SS
HAHA!


Nigel blogged at
2:35 PM

141105

exactly one week away
at this crucial time
I NEED PRAYERS PEOPLE!!

2dae
gonna study my chem and geog
and revise my ss, phy
and do maths
maths gettin rather irriated witrh similiar triangles
i WILL be ready by the time my exams start!
yes

gotta admit
im gettin more lazy
sleepin
playin xbox
hrmmmsss

NIGEL!
TIME TO START CHIONGIN!!


Nigel blogged at
9:43 AM

Sunday, November 13, 2005
impt

ive decide to blog what im gonna do after my exams
hehs
1. after my last paper faster go dye hair! lightbrown/dark brwn?
2.TANNIN!!
3.trng for big run! and stand chart!
4.bball!!!
5.shoppin -hehs..got lotsa clothes to buy..LOL
6.CINEMAS!


Nigel blogged at
5:59 PM

131105

i gotta perserve!!
one week plsu only!!
faster overrr
quick quick
i'm super tired alr
zzz
slept at 2
yujun wound is like SO big
haha
so girl
if you are readin tis!
HOPE YOU FAST RECOVER KAYS!
=D
2dae
wokeup at 8
than went to playxbox
than go study
damm tired suddenli
tahn went to slp
yeahs
nth much
hope i iwll be given some freedom to go out tis week and relz myslef bahs
god bless


Nigel blogged at
5:50 PM

Saturday, November 12, 2005

hais
missed service
2dae was quite borin
till my cousins came
yeah
some catchin up
all married
haha
bring their wives
lol
i am the 2nd yongest in the family
=D
played pool
sucked
seriousli
skills dropped alot
hehs
nth much

i jus found out smth
i used to be bullied by a big fat boy in the sku
than my parents brought me to learn takewondo
to protect myself
and he stooped bullyin me
haha
amzin?
i didnt noe or remebr abt it till my dad told me
haha
quite shocked

13more daysss


Nigel blogged at
9:59 PM

121105

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Nigel blogged at
6:17 PM

Friday, November 11, 2005

dont you think being alone is nice?
lost in your own world
or
even you and the girl/guy that you dreamt to be with
strolling down the beach
with that beautiful scenery of the sun setting
knowin so well that he/she will be there for you no matter what happens
why is god always testing our faith
if he is doin so
can we do back to him?

fake smiles
fake laughter
fake joy
fake happiness
the pain that lies behind that strong front
the weakness that lie within
which no one knows
no one has heard
the prayers that have been made
yet none fufilled
the hope that was lifted so high
is actually dropping
the determination so strong
actually is fallin too

why am i feeling this way
i should not
but why
am i backslidin
am i loosin faith
am i fallin to satan
am i turnin away from the light

i wanna run
run away from all these
i wanna be alone
yea
alonee
till i get my priorities right maybe

my days reflection
my eagerness to be a consolidator
and the stress
yeahs
my reflection


Nigel blogged at
10:33 PM

111105

Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes
Your waysI cannot understand
I’ll never walk away because my future’s
In Your hands
I don’t care what people will say
I’m running after
YouI won’t turn back and go their way
Coz I’m running after You
Yeah
I’m running after You
I’m running after You(I will run to You)
I don’t care what people will say
I’m running after You
I won’t turn back and go their way
Coz I’m running after You
Don’t matter what may come my way
I’m running after you
It’s You
I’m following today
I’m running after You
I’m running after You

yes lord
im running after you
holy father
get rid of my imperfections
and implant the fruit of spirit in me
AMEN.

a diff way to start my entry today yeah
woke up at 6
frogot to off my alarm
zzz
yeahs
than went back to slp
till 9
mom woke me up
than bathe
changed
went online for awhile
than go sku
hahs
i didnt go in any sku related t-shirt
luckily wasnt caught by kwok
when to see ms tan
yeahs
ask for help
than after tt
wanted to go mit jess
but she wanted to mit later than tt
zzz
so decided to forgetit
went home
kinda borin
back to studyin now
kinda sad that i wunt be able to go for svc tmr
reason?
my dad says that it is not important
next week than i go and pray for good results
haizzz
why is he so selfish?
go to church and pray only for himself
why doesnt he pray for others
the people sufferin in other parts of the world
encounter im also missing it
cos my dad says i cannot finish in time
wadeva
to him
god is nothing
he keeps sayin that it means something to him
than show it!
he never changes
vulgarities never fail to come out of his big mouth
hais
i hope it will change


Nigel blogged at
1:55 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

went sku alrights
VP wasnt there
out for some miting
took my papers
than my dad was talkin to me
than saw brother
i think he wanna ask me why im attired liddat
but my dad kept tokin to me
than he had to entertain some guest
yeahs
lucky me
than tok tok
than went gardens to eat with my dad
saw a boy arnd my age
cut moehog
damm dsigustin
than my dad was like very nice
he should go and dye
than he ask me go cut liddat
haha
NO WAYS!
after exams i gonna dye brown!
by than i think my hair quite long le bahs
fluffy hair!
i doubt any of ur really understand
hahas
yeahsss
than at home now
later goin heartland to slack a while
zzz


Nigel blogged at
6:39 PM

101105

i dont care what people will say
i'm running after you
i wont turn back and go their way
caus i'm running after you

i'm soo crazy with the song 'i'm running after you by planet shakers
very high feeling
yeppsss
later gg sku
sighs
i dont wannae go
but buo pian
haiz
woke up this mornin with backache
haisss
mebbe its time to go for therapy
its comin on and off
zzz
sats approachin!!

almighty father
i ask for your healing to come into place
take away the discomfort i feel on my back
take away all the stress
take away the fatigue im feeling
give me strength

AMEN.


Nigel blogged at
9:35 AM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

dam!
tmr gg sku!
jus to see my papers
bad memories
argh.


Nigel blogged at
9:16 PM

091105

ystd night was rather baddd
i lost my temper at my dad cos i was havin a terrible headache and he wasnt even tryin to be understandin...
yeahsss
slept rather early
10 pluss
mornin
wokeup
than my mom damm farni

mom: you got mirror faster see yourself!!
i dragged my feet to the toilet
mom: you know your hair look liike what anot! ZHOU DADI!

pengs!!
but somehow true larhss
the more i sleep the more spikey my hair becomes
rather crap
but its true for my case
don hair also!
wierd!

2dae they havin badminton game
yeahs
wont be there
dont miss me guys!
=D


Nigel blogged at
9:38 AM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005
081105

got to see E12 blog
quite nice
hahs
LIONEL!!
DANNY!!
WE ALSO GO START ONE BLOG WAN ANOT
HAHAHAHAHAH

thank god ystd for givin me lots of time to play
-feeling guilty-
didnt study much ystd
jus play and play
2dae?
study phy and chem
than mebbe prac maths
seriously hate maths
zzz
nth much to blog about lars
my life is rather dead for now
wed got badminton match organised by church peeps
but i guess i wont be gg down
tryin to finish what i am suppose to cover before encounter
so during encounter everyday jus do abit do abit
can liaos
yeahss
i also recieved a letter frm sku le
my test dates

21 nov-e maths
22nov- physics
23nov- chem
24nov- ss
25nov- geog
all paper starts at 9 and is one and half hour long
after 25th
im gonna dye hair!!!
browwnnnnnn
yeass
than i gonnna play
gonna train hard
=)
so excited when i think of it
novemebr faster end!
dec got so many activites
esp my burfdae!!
=D


Nigel blogged at
9:08 AM

Monday, November 07, 2005
071105

ROAR!!
THATS IT
I SHUD NOT COMPLAIN
ENUFF
BUT
PRAISE GOD!

yes
not mroe complainin from 2dae onwards nigel!!
totally NO MORE
i will give thanks to every single thing

my dad is not at home
praise god
haha
got some time to relax
last night felt real wierd
cant sleep
alas fell asleep at 2 plus
woke up at 8
cos my mom kept buggin me to study
zZz
than act lorhs
than after they go work
i go back and sleep for a while
than go buy breakfast
yepss
quite jealous that everyone is enjoyin
but im not alone
sec 4s are with me
=)
2dae
gonna do maths,physics and ss
still heavent start on geog and chem yet
=x
i nid prayers!!
ppl pls pray for me
-give me strength to study..gettin more and more slack and ITS NOT GOOD...im behind my schdule
-pray that i will be able to go for service and encounter...my dad is thinkin of not lettin me go cos i need more time
-anger mananagement...always flare up when i dunno how to do maths qn
-health! experiencin chest pain...my mama said cos too much stress...duno..zZz
bye blog
=)
hallelujah


Nigel blogged at
11:12 AM

Sunday, November 06, 2005
061105

forced myself to wakeup
ZZZ
everyday seems like the same as ystd
even though i shouldnt be thinking this way
all the studyin has knocked me out
all the stress and chest pain
haizz
so much for studyin
i caluculated tt i got about one week and 3 days to study if i am going for encounter
yeahs
i reali wanna go
i reali wanna cry my hart out
hais
the fatigue is seriousli falling in much much faster i have expected
and
ive neglected god
haiizzzzzz
nvmm
dont worry
god will take care of things for me

to the east and the west
and the north and south...

LET EVERYTHING THAT HAS BREATH
PRAISE THE LORD FOREVER
LET EVERYTHING IN MY HEART
PRAISE THE LORD
PRAISE THE LORD


Nigel blogged at
10:51 AM

Saturday, November 05, 2005
051105

hrmmss
2daes sat
-.-
i flared my temper at my dad ystd
hai
guess its the stress bahs
yeahhs
2dae
broke my own protractor cos i was angry
kinda stupid sia
zZz
than suppose go to cell
suppose to leave haus at 130
but my dad let me off at 2 plus
quite pissed of by him
took a quick shower
than jus left
he keep remindin me not to go cell
haii
jus dun understand
he dont go cell means i must follow mehs
why shud the way i worship god be controlled by my dad
when he doesnt reali understand me?
hai
honour ur parents
yes
zzz
aniways
reached parkway
thought i cud join them for cell
but it was changed to afternoon
than follow them go walk walk lorhss
yeahs
than went bk
there
nick taut me bit of geog
yeahs
thank him lotts manz
we got to know a new guy!
winson or smth
wups
i forget
=x
nvmm
praise and worhsip tt time
felt wierd
cos for the first time i'm like the biggest
as in
ers
i was with eugene and gavin larhs
than xb and hc also not there
zzz
but quite fun
i change position and stood beside this guy
erss
cannot remeber his name
from RL one
the tall tall black black one
NVM
but it was nice standin beside him
not tt im gay or wad
><"
but jus dunno how to say lars
svc was rather farni
pastor melvyn hafin karaoke session
hhaa
he kept singin and singin
lols
went for altarcall
stress yeahs

i wanna commend on smth
pastor melvyn told us a story
here's how it goes:
there was a man
that fell into a pithole
he kept shouting for help and tryin different means to get out of the hole
finally he got hold of a branch
than he heard a voice
IT WAS JESUS!
HE TOLD HIM TO LET GO!
but instead
the guy went: hello? is there anyone else
kinda farni ehs
continue...
finally the branch gave way
and he fell
but amazingly
he did not fall back into the pit
he fell onto another
ers
elavated platform
yeahs
smth liddat
but my purpose of this is that
isnt it amazin how god's answer to ALL our problems
their short
sweet
and ever so hard to fufil
TRUST in him
living by faith
its definately not easy
brothers and sisters!
trust in him
i admit i sometimes cannot really put all my trust inn him
but bear this in mind
god has plans for me
and i can promise that they are definately good plans
it jus takes a matter of time before all the good things come
as they say
all good things must wait
and i finnaly know the reason why i feel this calmness in me
its cos of prayer
believin in it!!


okok
thats it
im like preachin
that enuff
after svc
haf to go home
cant join them for cell
qutie sad
but its alrite
after my exams got plenty of opportunities
=)

reached home
my dad showed me attitude
but
that didnt affect me somehow
yeahs
got my vertical marathon goodie bag
its nice!
very nice
haha
got 2 shirt inside
i think they gimme extra
but nvm
gave one to my bro
got shrit
shampoo
body foam
towel
powder
magazine
disocunt
one day admission to gym
hahs
yeahs
quite feng fu for a goodie bag eh


Nigel blogged at
10:07 PM

Friday, November 04, 2005
041105

ermmsss
i realise my life is very dead lars
jus studyin
gettin angry with maths
same thing everyday
zzz
2dae's fri and tmr's SAT
finally there's 2 hours that i can really relax
hrmmmss
2dae is the same
yea
i can predict whats gonna happen
lols
hope church meeting would faster come
than encounter also faster come
than exams also faster over
than i can finally train for Standard Chartered!
and the BIG RUN!
and BIG MOVE!!
after tt
my burfdae!!!
than MOL!!
quite excitin ehh
=)

father
i give thanks to all that ive recieved so far
i know i sometimes neglected you lord
sorry
pls forgive me
give me strength to overcome this test of my mind
AMEN.


Nigel blogged at
10:38 AM

Thursday, November 03, 2005
031105

tell me what you wanna be
tell me what cha gonna do
cos i cant live my life
the way you want me to

lyrics of some backstreet boy song
cannot remebr the title
can someone tell me
haha
i think those lyrics are most meaninful
yepps

2dae
study again
maths give me high blood sia
zzz
damm jialat
hais
okayss
ermmms
went to have my eye checked
my short-sighted dropped
hahs
so farni
mircaculously
i also cannot believe it
praise god
=)
met yonglin 2dae
after a long long time
haha
chatted for a while
than went home
did maths again
argh.
seriously
im gonna die from doin mathss
all the high blood pressure in me
jus hope that the exams wud be gone asap
than i can go play..

SUN-TANNIN
ANYONE?
=D


Nigel blogged at
7:46 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

i really wanna give up
this exam is taking everything from me
my freedom and so on
i only got one month to play
no
even less
i cant even go encounter
even tis sun vertical marathon
church also no only can go svc
its takin away so many things
and i am seriousli so angry
can i not take the exam and go sec 4
WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME


Nigel blogged at
5:39 PM

SHET!
ANYONE WANNA GO RUN FOR THE VERTICAL MARATHON
AT SWISSOTEL
I XANNOT MAKE IT
URGENT!!
ITS TIS SUN!


Nigel blogged at
3:04 PM

021105

hey ppl!
i got my confirmed exams date
21st of nov to 25th of nov
i wont be gg encounter
sighss
quite sadd
my first appointment with god
and i cannot make it

but now its time to pia all the way alr
3 subs
comb humans comb sci and e maths
sat is my only play day
CHURCH
yeahsss

everyone pray for me


Nigel blogged at
1:31 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

3rd time bloggin 2dae
tmr hafin tution at JURONG
sian
so far sia
i got a new galfren

BOOKS!
hahas
seriousli
being with book for the whole day


Nigel blogged at
8:07 PM

011005

i cant take it
i got a very strong desire to go out and play
went heartland to buy assesment books
than is like
wtf sia
everyone enjoyin
here i am
muggin again after i had mugged so hard
why cant i enjoy
after tt exams
is preparation for Os
no hols at all
wthh
so tirin my life
sianzz

anw
got jay's new album
hahas
qutie nice
=)


Nigel blogged at
4:55 PM

sianz
woke up at 6
went to run
dissapointed in myself
sighs
i ran only 3 rnds and i almost vomitted
3 rnds is onli 1.2km lars
sian
my 10km how?
haiz
6weeks b4 my examss
everyone can play while i study AGAIN
when i alr studied so hard!
life's so unfair

father
i thank u for letting my prayers come true
i pray that now you would bless me with the mind to memorise and be more hardworking
and must pass all my exams
amen.


Nigel blogged at
7:58 AM