Tuesday, February 28, 2006

280206

han lao pei let me hear
wo zhi shi xiang yao by chen wei lian
seriously i recommend that song
i think the lyrics are very touchin

Nigel blogged at
6:40 PM

Monday, February 27, 2006

270206

finally got opportunity to update

fri
after sku went to mit lionel
chit-chatin
after taht he sent me home
than hc came
than went tution
tution i felt super distracted larhs
dunno why
hc ate supper
i only drank soup

sat
in the morn went to mit kev gavin eugene to bus down to TCT for bball game
yepps
finally im play bball after super long time larhs
after that went home
studyin mode

sun
whole day studyin
i managed to complete the book "Chinese cinderella"
within one day
XD

mon
overslept
zz
didnt bring fone to sku
totally no distraction
haha
dun wanna pay attention also cannot
hald way durin maths lesson
had to go dentist
i seriously wanted to cry larhs
i hated that place to the core
got appointment
yea
blood
zz
sian
heck la
last year liao
let them do what ever they want
haha
lessons was urm
not sian la
i think im turnin nerd sia
lol
after sku stayed back for ELSP
did one compo with simon
yeahhs
went home after that
nth much larhs

father in heaven
i pray for a dominon in spirit over the nonbelievers
i ask for me to be used as an instrument to convey your words to them
i seek your help in helping me to bring these people to you

i ask for a spirit revival father
i ask for new hopes in me
hopes to be able to go to church father

AMEN.

Nigel blogged at
4:44 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

240206

end of the week liao
fast eh?
2dae got back physics results
got 2nd in class
heh
raher proud of it
XD
nth much la
went to mit lionel
chit chat
hee
than now?
gonna study
later tonigth got tution
zz

Nigel blogged at
3:46 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

230206

finally mr lim shared abt himself
hes frm beatty sec
got looked down by a gal
got second in class
hes 28 this year only!
super young la
haha

im super tired
back frm packin stuff for the pakistan quake victims
zz

Nigel blogged at
6:26 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

220206

sku started rather sian
2dae was scouts day
yeahs
before recess
all lessons were rather dead
but i paid attention to all kays!
haha
recess lei?
urmm
nth much bahss
after recess
maths was qutie seirous till when the period gg to end
turned livelier
after that
all lessons were much livlier le
hmm
nth much to blog abt
just hope that i can really score as many distinctions for Os as possible
yeah
bye~

Nigel blogged at
3:08 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

210206

last night was talkin on the fone with someone
that someone during the results of campus superstar scream la
insane
it was like gg to 12 midnight liao
lol
monr was feel super sleepy
the day was rather monotous till recess
heard that someone made ms toh
my ex tcher cry la
than retainee and marist SA went to like help
urmm
i guess i was suppose to go down too
but neva la
end up also nth happen
the class nobody dare to come back
haha
lol
we ended sku at 115
super early larhs
damm shiok
went straight home
now la

later tution
if i not wrong is 8 at far east bk i think!
zz
till 10
than i got excatly one hour to go home
sian.

Nigel blogged at
2:25 PM

Monday, February 20, 2006

202006

finally got the opportunity to update
lifes been more and more of hardwork
yeahhs
thats all

maybe my love will come back some day,
only heaven knows

Nigel blogged at
2:59 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

180206

differntiation is finally makin sense to me
after a hell lot of practice
nvmm
cant go tabernalce
sigh
not gg svc too
double sighness

pray life wud be better
XD

Nigel blogged at
1:00 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006

170206

my dad so freakin rocks
goddamit!
almost chased me out of the haus
no respect for me caus i dont do well in studies
how arse can he be
when finally work and earn money!
I WILL DEFINATELY SHIFT OUT OF THE HOUSE..

goin to bann me frm everything
WHAEVER.

Nigel blogged at
2:29 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

jelly legs after runnin just 3 rnds,interval trng..
damm
im lousy

Nigel blogged at
6:42 PM

160206

i totally suck at bball
super long neva play liao
cant even shoot properly
-shakes head
sku was rather sian
the whole class kept askin every tcher
"do you think poly or jc is better?"
zz
whole day sia
super sick of it
and now i cannto decided to go poly or jc
argh.
whatever...
just aim for jc
come what may...
after sku went straight home for tuiton
but jus recived msg
tution canceled
zz
gotta practice maths
SIAN

random thoughts..
before u curse and swear or even think of sinnin
remember...
god is lookin u from heaven and takin pleasure in you
is this what you gonna do?

Nigel blogged at
3:14 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

150206

i am so sleepy 2dae
aida didnt come
slept thru out her period
afer sku went home
took a nap
than went tution at raffles place
my maths seriously suck sia
i need more practice!!
argh.

tmr PE!!
yeahhs
running
followed by bball
hurrays
alas

Nigel blogged at
10:11 PM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

140206

this morn
was like daydreamin
fail my maths test
got scold by mr lim
whatever.
i was so tired that i saw 70 as 76
than i took all the way to suntec to realise i was in teh wrong bus
great sia
alemaks
train to payalebar
than bus down again
zz
craps
spent almost 3 hours on the rd la
had the meetin
had to leave at 6

valentine gifts!
keylock frm tanwenqi
PINK candle from inezlau
a sticker frm yongen

yepps
gotta study and do hw now
SIAN
XD

Nigel blogged at
7:49 PM

Monday, February 13, 2006

130206

i overslept
woke up at 6
oversleep for abt an hour
quite seh
plus sku was borin
in the morn was maths
differntiation
i was like
gimme abreak mans
sian diao
recess went to collect ws
ended up helpin ms tan to pack stuff
zzz
than after physics
we were the backstage crew for assembly
quite fun as backstage crew
XD
after assembly
went back to class and chiong the english work we were suppose to complete
confirm i will fail one
haha
went to heartland to pass inezlau her present
than went to cut hair
wanted to cut botak
but after much consideration
decided not to
hah
nth much le la
XD

Nigel blogged at
10:14 PM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

120206

morn
my dad woke me up
kinda irritated
he went back to slp
i woke up did his work
yeahh
than he no choice had to agree
haha
budden he didnt whre expo
lol
drop me in the middle of mrt tracks
had to run to expo
damm tired
la
lol
nth else to blog le bahs
yeahhs
tmr sku
SIAN DIAO

Nigel blogged at
11:30 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

is there a fucking place that i can hide
where i can cry and no one will ever know
i can smoke till i die
i can bleed till im dry
where i can disappear from this place
to THAT place
where i can say im fuckin happy
fuck chicks
fuck glory
fuck studies
fuck materialism
fuck pride
fuck respect
fuck filal piety
fuck diligence
fuck loyalty
fuck this dam fucking world
i dont wanna fucking care
leave me alone to rot and die
let me smoke
dont control me
caus i will rebel
fuck my life

Nigel blogged at
9:25 PM

its happenin again
:'(
wtf
im sick and tired of it
save me!

will u catch me when im falling?

Nigel blogged at
5:17 PM

110206

bad bad bad
my body is totally drained
im so so darn exhausted
how i wish i cud sleep for one full day la

morn
woke up at 5
intended to go joggin one
but too tired
so went back to sleep
630 wake up
bathe
headed to sku for maths lesson
don has got lolipops!!
cravin for it sia
=x
lessons till 12
went heartland to mit my mama
makan than headed home
now lorhs
later tution at 7
arghhh
when is my next public holiday dammit
freakin tired
still got hw
plus revision
all these crap

sigh
just leave mi alone!

Nigel blogged at
2:14 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

100206

its scary mans
this year Os result are super high larhs
everyone is gettin single digit canns
im like so freakin shockedd
lulu got 8 points larhss
which i expected 2 digit
=x
shocked

sku was quite sian
smth digustin happen
dun wish to elaborate
haha
after recess had geog test
i was being attacked by the sleep spell again
damm jialt
every test also fall asleep
thaat better not happen durin prelims sia
during el lesson
quite meaningful
abt love
maths was total lost-ness
mr lim taught abt differnation or whatever crap
simply dont understand i single shet
after sku
met up with yeo koh
talk abit la
haha
he asked me to study hard
he say if he had a choice he would study harder
caus his form tcher say he did quite badly
than he was like
jialat la..ite liaos...
lol
than he say ermm workin damm tough
canna kp by boss cannot say anything
than damm tirin
stressful
last time work at carefour
now at sasa sellin cosmetics
-luffs

went home
didnt wait for results shet caus felt tired

WHAT IS LOVE?

love is...
when someone hurts you...
even when you hurt terribly...
you dont cry because you know it will hurt the person who has hurt you!
Matthew -6 years old

love is...
when my granny had athritis...
and couldnt paint her nails...
my grandpa did it for her even though he had athritis too.
Rebecca -8 years old

love is...
when you know that your older sister loves you because she gibe you all her old clothess and has to go out and buy new one!
Lauren -4 years old

love is...
when an old lady and an old man are still good friends...
even though they've known each other for a long time
Tommy -6 years old

love is...
when someone loves you...
the way they say your name...
Its different!
Billy -4 years old

love is...
when a girl uses perfume and a boy uses aftershave and they go out together and smell one another
Karl -5 years old

love is...
when you go out and offer your potato chips to someone without waiting for the other person to offer you his!
Chrissy -6 years old

love is...
what is with us at christmas when you stop unwrapping your presents...
and listen to him!
Bobby -5 years old

Love is...
if you want to learn to love better...
start with a friend you dont like
Nikka -6 years old

love is...
when you tell someone something bad about yourself and you are scared that that person wont love you because of what you said...
than that person surprises you by loving you even more!
Samantha -7 years old

love is..
when you tell a boy that he's wearing a beautiful shirt even though he wears the same one everyday!
Noelle -7 years old

Love is...
never say "I LOVE YOU"
only when we feel like it...
and if we feel it...
say it more often...
people forget to say "I LOVE YOU!"
jessica -8 years old

love is...
to hug..
to kiss..
to say 'NO!"
Patty -8 years old

love is...
when your pet dog livks your face even though you have left it all along the whole day!
Mary Ann -4 years old

Love is..
when you love someone...
your eyes roll up and down and little stars shine from them!
karen -7 years old

love is...
GOD could have said magic words to be released from the nails on the cross but he didnt
thats LOVE!
Max -5 years old

to mee
love is:
-painful
-bucket of tears [said by evan]
-a double-edged sword [said by ben]
-bruised heart
-look at the person u love in the eye and sayin "I LOVE YOU"

urmm
thats all
yeahhs
btw ystd night
talkin to someone
abt boxers and so on
haha
than finally established a telepathy!XD

Nigel blogged at
3:54 PM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

090206

gettin totally drained from sku
test test and more test
hmm
2dae had amths test
doze off while doin
concentration is bad mans
sigh
chi lesson pia to do finsih work caus finsih can go home
here i am now lorhs
home

later study geog
prac maths and el
and go joggin
sighh
my life is borin

Nigel blogged at
2:29 PM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

080206

this morn
last min decision to go joo seng
yepps
sku was super sleepy la
issit caus we ate smth in the morn
all of us first period alr die liao
than it was quite borin liao
after sku
me hc xb went to eat dao huay
talked stuff
went home
i bathe change slack
left haus for tution
missed my stp to alight in the train
zz
afer tution
went to mit joce
for dinner
yeps
talked bout stuff
than went home
now
SIAN!
tmr maths test
everyweek test
argh.

Nigel blogged at
9:34 PM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

someone pls grant me self disicpline
i seriously need to make full use of my time
which obviously im not doin so
sighh
quite dissapointed in myself
=(

do u see those eyes...
eyes of despair
eyes of tears

Nigel blogged at
5:34 PM

070206

What are the 3 things that destroy us?
Greed,Pride,Anger

what are the 3 things which we are never sure?
Dreams,Succes,Fortune

What are the 3 things that must not be lost?
Peace,Hope,Honesty

What are the 3 most valuable things?
Love,Self-confidence,Friends

What 3 things once they are gone will never come back?
Words,Opportunity,Time

words of wisom
haha
yeahhs
finallygot some time to sit down and reflect
busy week
totally insane
havin test tmr
haha
wish me all the best peeps

Nigel blogged at
3:52 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

060102

2daes a XXYYZZ day
sku was okay
after sku
went pp mac
my dad was actually thre can
than got malay gals had some misunderstandin
say we telling racist jokes
wtf
tahn got scolded by my dad la
than after my dad left
he ask me go home
@#$@%
cabbed home with hc and ken
ken playin piano now
dun wanne elaborate anymore
@#%$@#%$#%
#@$#@%$%
@#$$^%#^

Nigel blogged at
4:29 PM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

050201

en wants this book =p

MY NUMBER..

SOMEONE's milk bottle...SOMEONE'S..haha

ting and inez want this book =p

its freakin tirin
didnt do the event caus my partner didnt bring her shoes and i was v not in the mood
suntannin instead
im exhausted despite not doin much cans
the sun sucked up alot of my energy
after that
went to mit wenn they all
yea
than go home
alot of things i actually wanne blog abt
but cant think now
brain slow

Nigel blogged at
9:46 PM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

jus checked out smth
there are only 3 ppl who are same age as me
one is me
the other is jonathon
and anoter i dunno one
the rest all older

sigh
im intendin to take the goodie bag and not surf

Nigel blogged at
9:50 AM

ystd night
tution
after thatr
went for supper with wenn en and ting
they were like eatin cockles
than wenn purposely come touch me with the blood
piangs eh
sibei smelly
haha
i makan wonton mee and stingray
after tt
all took 136
i saw jocelyn inside
haha
so qiao

2dae?
DE reunion not gg
=(
tmrs surf and sweat
im startin to feel panicky abt surfin
what if i cannot like even paddle out
super pai seh larhs
=\

Nigel blogged at
9:40 AM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

CONFIRMED!
SURF AND SWEAT 2006
MIXED EVENT!
1150AM
SENTOSA

WOOOHOOO!!

Nigel blogged at
10:17 PM

020206

i overslept!
geesh
nvm
sku was paritcualarly borin
esp havin amths test
P&C
arghs.
i stared blankly at it lar
ss lesson was talkin abt sex
haha
after sku had learnin journey
i thought it was borin
but actually
quite educatin
went to new spreme[dunno how to spell] court and so on
after that
went peninsular first
than far east
makan dinner ther
than went home

got lost of hw to do!
sian

Nigel blogged at
7:08 PM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

tution till 9
zzz
super late can
inez lau called to entertain me
FELLOW JIE MEI
XD
and i finally noe how to use the confrence in my fone
haha
tanwenqi called in
talkin seriously abt rubbish
haha
alighted at boon keng caus the say the train was duper noisy
cabbed home
caus it would be more silent
pity my wallet mans
i think im such a good jiemei can!
so thoughtful
haha
they chat with me till 1030
off to studyin
bbb

Nigel blogged at
10:54 PM

010206

argh.
sku starts
but it was rather fine lar
dun wanne tok much
super tired

gotta go for tution now
AT JURONG
its so far!!!
i gotta leave haus 1 and a half hour b4 tution
piangs ehs
and i forogt my P&C and binomial totally
hope she wont scold me sia
SIAN

Nigel blogged at
5:26 PM