Thursday, February 26, 2009

last paper tmr

before ireland comes

haha

finally

moving onto another stage of life i guess

everytime i fly at a point in my life when im 'turbulent'

hahaha

now as usual. lol!

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9:17 PM

like a rose

temporal beauty

it fades so fast

last paper on friday

its 1.43am now

my body clock is in a mess now

nights feel like nights on some nights

but nights feel like days on other nights

leaving for ireland next monday

freaking fast

luggage and everything not bought also

save me!

haha

rates suck also

baaddddd

i dont like it

hahaha

oh wells

not much of a choice

hope things will be well there

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1:42 AM

Friday, February 20, 2009

2 exam paper down

pi was screwed

bia stil okay

hope i dont forward pi

collected the air tickets

2050 just flew

my goodness

all i feel is pain

on my way home

i overheard this girl guide talkin on the phone

"before wo men stead, ni xi huan shui? just jiang, wo bu hui sheng xi!...."

i laughed to myself

i didnt know they still use the term 'stead'

hahaha. oh wells. those were the days

back from my gym

it was productive to me

caus taking into account not stepping in since regatta

muscles all weak and wobbly

3 more papers

end soon please

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9:11 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

To write love on her arms

the world is cold, trusting seemed hard

why?

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11:38 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009

laptop is reformatted and i hope its clear of virus this time around
gonna be extremly careful with what i download
lol!
this week and next week will be judgement day
i wish myself all the best!

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Saturday, February 14, 2009

COM IS INFECTED WITH VIRUS

SIANNNNNN

need to go back SP to reformat the whole crap!

finally im a certified star 2 kayaker!

woohooo

3 days of agony and pain and i didnt manage to learn eskimo roll

dam sian

oh wells!

exams are next week!DIE! NO TIME STUDY

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8:30 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

my days seem to long as hell

days feel especially long and nights feel especially short

studying hasnt been on my list when it should have been long time ago

goodness

im almost done with my 2 star kayaking

im left to the expedition this coming saturday before i get my cert

training is gonna resume this week also

like finally!

but sadded that im only going for 3 weeks

ireland has been more of a burden than a joy

alot of people are envious

but i find myself being too like hmmmm.. emotional?

dont know la! haha

i will miss my friends in singapore

6 weeks sia

neh neh. longest ive been away was around 3 or 4 weeks

and ireland is freezing

3-5 degress almost everyday

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

life sucks!

oh wells

pics are from din birthday

had 2 celebrations for her

one during the weekend and one during the actual day itself

she better be very very very very honoured!

woohoo

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10:56 AM

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

"people in love get stupid"

i'm laughing at this statement but yet its so true

im aching now due to my exercise

hc came just now to talk

its a while

but these are the things i treasure

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8:11 PM

past seems hard to revisit
the present seems a pain
future is one which i dont look forward to

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1:17 PM

i know there are people who care

but im not willing to share

hope you understand

im gonna be selfish and say this is my fight

i cant open to anyone and everyone

if i fail, if i fall, its me

i struggle to unstruggle me

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12:58 AM

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

managed to get off some of my frustrations just now while jogging

while not get off, maybe just numb then temporarily

i dont really know what to blog bout

ive been to sentosa

been to cityalive

but zonked out even before the party began

yeah

thats bout it

i quite like the first pic caus i was more drunk but i didnt look that drunk

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Monday, February 02, 2009

usual day in school

came home

it never felt so wierd, so awkward to be home

i used to be annoyed by sometimes how noisy the house would be

now it felt dead quiet

it reminded me of the loss of my granny

its been a week and im still not strong enough to face it

the times which ive constantly reminded myself not to cry, acted so strong

but yet inside me i crashed

i dont know how to start bout how sad i felt

maybe there isnt even a word that i could used

i just know that i feel all alone now

days go by just by putting a strong front and breaking down at the end of the day

many people tell me they know how it feels

but sometimes i wonder, do they really know?

exams are approaching very quickly

attachment to ireland is coming soon

i want to back out

but i cant

please dont think im gg through depression or smth

i just need a place to rant

thanks

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Sunday, February 01, 2009

insomia, thats the word

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12:34 PM