Tuesday, March 29, 2005

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i'm reali sufferin rite now mans...no com...no fone...reali no nothhin...den after sku is go home liaos...borin rites....summore my dad withdrew me from cca...no more SYF performance for mee liaos...sighs...gonna breakdown soon...cant take this borin life...

babay!!!
i reali miss you!!
wonder when i can mit you again...

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9:28 PM

Monday, March 28, 2005

SIGH... I M CUTTIN MYSELF AGAIN...I SO NOT HAPPY WIT MY CA 1 RESULTS LAR...
I PROMISE TO WORK HARD BUDDEN WILL MY DAD STILL GIMME ANOTHER CHANCE...ITS THE FIRST TIME I FAILED SO BADLY MANS...REALLY AWFUL AND HORRIBLE... -SOBBS-
I GONNA GET GROUNDED FROM COM AND FONE JUS COS OF MY RESULTS...CONFIRM ONE...
I PROMISE TO WORK HARD MANS...DAMMIT

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

SORRY YUNLU!!!!
DIDNT MEAN TO MAKE YOU ANGRY AT ALL KAES!!
mornin was a gud start bud after lunch it was fuck mans...my dad was naggin at me non stop and i attitude him...den i wanted to leave earlier to mit yunlu and suhadra one den plae bball...end up my dad kept kpkb non stop...cannot leave at all lor...den freak lar...den reach heartland tt tym waited fer brenda...den suppose to go mt yunlu...den neva...yahs...she was angry...YUNLU!! DUN ANGRY LAR!! FIRST TYM U ANGRY WIT UR ER ZI KAES!! DUN LIDDAT... den mi and hc and brenda... go heartland gai gai...yahs..

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10:11 PM

todae...i woke up at 3 and tt brenda didnt wake up kae!!! wahliew...make me wakke up fer no reason...budden since u apologize to meee...i forgiv u...hahas... den she called me at 8+ wen i was happily sleeping...i had to sacrifice my slpin tym jus to accompany her to indoor stadium...gud rites...accompany her and tok till 10 plus lar...so gud rite...den actualli wanted to go bak and sleep budden i noe my father TOO well...i went to do my work instead of slpin...den do non stop till 12 plus den ate lunch...den goin bak to study den later goin heartland to buy assesment papers den go plae bball...yupxxxx...

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

will that day come...
the day when i totally feel that you are a total stranger...
the day when my heart has gone numb..
numb from the pain it has been keepin inside...
numb from the heartbreaks and disapointment cos of you..,
will i pretend to not know you
cos you dashed my hopes not once
your assurance was not there long enough for me to trust you...
i can provide you with assurance
but can you do the same thing back to me?
am i askin too much?
i jus wanna be with you..
i hardly even mit u...
sighs...
i miss you totally

my heart is slowin leavin...

Nigel blogged at
8:04 PM

I WANNA APOLOGIZE TO RACHEL AND JESSICA!!
SO SRY CANT MIT UR TODAE...
jessica...i mit u another dae to xchange bag lar...
rae...i tink u k hand in the monie urself le lars...

2dae my mom early mornin nagged at me...yah...sae wad i everitym go out wit my frens dun study...den end up she ask me go j8...lame rites...nvm...den went dere to eat crystal jade lar... 2 person eat $50...siao rite...i tink i eat a lot sia...yahs...den went 77 street...i wanna buy tt belt and my mama was lyk nonononono...den i wanna buy tt hang on jeans ting...she nononono again...sians....dun care lar...I WILL STILL BUY TT BELT!!! tution was super crowded...alot of ppl...den do vocab den summary...i do summary until sleep sia...zai rite...den rite super little nia... the teacher was lyk complain sae wad i rite to little...cant be bothered lars....den after tt took a train down to j8 den take 53...saw calvin and another guy tt came my haus...dano his name lar...den take to lorong ah soo dere lorhs...mit yunlu....den jonus...den minghui den saw hui xiong oso...hui xiong is a fcuker....nvm bout tt...cant be bothered...den cabbed home cos i shud b home b4 6...reached home lyk 5.58...heng sia...i tink tt cab uncle cheat my money sia...at tt tym peak hour mehz? he charge me 4.30 wen i tout onli 3.30...nvm...blur meee

tmr nort going aniwhre i suppose...i tink i will be DILLIGENTLY studyin...yupppss... my cute lil baby is hafin synpase gatherin now...im bored....`bloohs....mebbe i shud go and sleep

PIGGIFIED ME!!

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5:57 PM

Friday, March 25, 2005

fffffff....my dad dun lemmi go out...sianz...i dun care...tmr i early early leave haus le....go pri sku....dun kare him...hu tell him dun lemmi go plae bball...hrmpfs...knn...feelin dam sleepy now lar....my dad dun lemmi out and wan me to study budden heck akre him lar...i sleep until shiok shiok...purposeli dun wanna do his maths...yarhs...dun giv a f abt him...

tmr i mitin jessica to change bag...yupsss....

baby....i miss u
can i still hold you close to me?
can i still hold your hand and whisper into ur ears?

Nigel blogged at
2:54 PM

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lalala...todae gud fridae...at home slackin...later gonna plae bball den go tution....yups...hafin cramps all over my body sia... ouch!!

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

Almost here

"Almost Here"
(feat. Brian McFadden)

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind
i?d left you And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause I know
I'm almost here
Only almost here

Nigel blogged at
7:35 PM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

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SIAN!!
200M SECOND LAST
HIGH JUMP DIDNT CROSS 1.35MOR SOMTTHING LIDDAT
400M SHUD B STRAIGHT FINALS
sian sia...dis yr results reali lyk shit...200m was really laggin lar...everione was wae ahead den i slow behind joggin...regret $*&^#@...nvm.... nxt tymi shall try harder...SIGHS..so damm freakin sad lar kan

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3:54 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005

i reali wish tt i do nort haf to wait
i wanna hold ur hand
and be there fer yoo

i wan to be by ur side wen u r down
i wan u to b by my side wen i am down

i wan u to noe that no matter wad happens
i will still love yoo

waiting for you...

Nigel blogged at
4:15 PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

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i love yoo...
let me love yooo

Nigel blogged at
6:26 PM