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Monday, December 31, 2007

back to blog again
heavent been updating reguarly caus im pretty lazy
been to numerous bbqs and parties
i see the tummy coming out soon
haha

i wanted to blog about the lame conversation i had just now
but im too lazy to go find it
so i think i will forget about it
haha

tmr or rather todays is 31st
officially the last day of 2007
time flies
really
i sat down and did my thanksgivin
though i couldnt remember much
but i remembered how the Lord has changed me over the years
its just so amazing
and now, Sabbath
interestin eh
tonite there is countdown party @ church
believe it will be a fun one!
anyone interested to go can text me
haha
promise its fun


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Friday, December 28, 2007





Nigel blogged at
12:10 PM

im back
ystd had post christmas celebration with my class
at hta's condo
the fuction room is small
zz
and had like many strangers
the food was quite good
i ate quite alot there
drank abit
after that went town
i managed to do some shoppin for xmas present
i know abit late uh
xmas over then i buy
but what to do
last min ah
after tt went home
nothing much

today
had a unproductive gym session with jessica yip
partially caus we were dam sian and i was dam tired
lack of sleep
went to hougang mall for lunch
after tt went home
slack at home for a while
then went out to mit brenda and the rest of the clique
had a great time with them
lols
went home after that la
nothing much


Nigel blogged at
12:33 AM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

time for the proper entry now
its gonna be long
i promise

DE ADVENTURE CAMP

met bjorn ng inside 156
went to cck
we were like the latest
although we were like only 5 mins late
lols
shocked
we had to find our own way to saribum camp
amazingly
we did it la
with the help of the bus uncle also
had to walk quite a distance before entering the campsite
trust me, carryin such a heavy bag with 2 shoe bags and 1 sleeping bag is a torture
zz
did low ropes
personally the most irritating station was the balancing thingy
shower time after that
really "fantastic" sia the facilities there
the auditorium was nice
sleeping wise,
me and john slept the beds at the top
okay
actually not much of a bed la
lols
but i slept pretty well
was woken up by snores though
by who
hahaha
secret

2nd day

had to do high elements
did rafting first
thank god i didnt had to enter the water
caus it looks dam dirty
haha
then did rock climbin
its bad man
im fat
i couldnt climb really high
i figured caus i used alot of brute force
and end up i dont have a lot of strength left
did it twice
then high ropes
i really have a very very bad fear of heights
managed to complete it even so
next was the challenge rope
i really did not intend to do it
but see so many ppl do i also gian alr
lols
so yea
did it
went up with bjorn liu
there, we made a fool out of ourselves totally
we were like shoutin stuffs
haha
wanan know more then ask me la
lols

overall, the camp was really a success and i enjoyed myself totally!

at night, went to mit xb. jonathan, hongchow and yw at chomps
slacked there
nothing much

XMAS EVE

went town to mit bjorn liu
we had difficulty mitin each other at first
haha
but it was settled soon after
we bought xmas gifts
then i bought donuts for potluck at lionel's haus
then yes
went down to lionel haus
he has like super lots of picture lah
since like dam dam long
hahaha
soon others came
had alot of food
it was like almost impossible to finish
i left half way to mit my class the guys
orchard is a total madness
i seriously will never wanna go there during xmas eve
its like madd squeezing and spraying of snow
but it wasnt as bad as the first time i went there lah
now more tame
haha
saw xinyi ther
after that trained down to boon keng
met up with xb and the rest
hongchow pangseh us
fantastic
when he organise one
zz
played abit of mahjong
haha
then talked alot of rubbish
then we started to watch horror/ gore movie
its so boring until i dozed off while watching
zz
left his haus at around 6am
then shared cab with don home
but dam!
cab now really dam ex la
i enter the cab its alr 5 plus
just with midnight charge lah
zz
so from boon keng to my haus
cost 10 bucks
siao one
then yeah
reached home
my maid was shocked to see me
haha
changed and slept of course
i didnt even bathe after all the foams
lols
slept till about 3pm
6am-3pm
fantastic eh
haha

XMAS

nothing much
stayed at home slepin most of the time
im still tired
will sleep even more
haha

pictures will be uploaded soon


Nigel blogged at
11:26 PM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

camp's over!
i enjoyed myself totally
shall not blog much abt it now
tmr gotta go changi hospital
nights
dam shagged


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11:54 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007

its 855 now
have to reach cck by 11
i guess i packed almost everything?
gg there to throw away shoes
haha
im feeling pretty sleepy still
really wonder how this camp wil be
a last min problem which got me so panick-stricken, now i guess ive surrendered it
aint my burden to carry

on a lighter note
ive not gotten any xmas gifts yet
zz
hope i'll find time

during the camp
pls pray for my knee
i took out the guard for quite some time alr
basically caus it has become reliant on it
so yeah
i dont think im bringin my painkillers also

bleghh
i have so much things i wanna tell her about
lols
just wish i had the opportunity to


Nigel blogged at
8:58 AM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

gahh
things are not smooth flowin alright
i expected them to back out
even before i had them registered
i already knew it within me that they will last minute back out
but i still signed them up
shit
i feel dam stupid now
zz
and i have to help them find make up
like wth eh
fantastic man them

my headache isnt helpin much too
haiz


Nigel blogged at
10:17 PM

Here's a letter i received last Sunday at Expo:

Dear loved ones,

As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every year there is a celebration in my honor and I think that this year the celebration will be repeated. During this time there are many people shopping for gifts,there are many radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part of the world everyone is talking that my birthday is getting closer and closer.

It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some people think of me. As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago. At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I did for them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason for the celebration. Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they don't know the meaning of the celebration. I remember that last year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was full of delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts and chocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many, many beautifully wrapped gifts. But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited. I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me an invitation. The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left outside. They closed the door in my face .... and I wanted to be with them and share their table.

In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years all close their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a corner. They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling jokes and laughing at everything.They were having a grand time. To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long white beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho! He seemed drunk. He sat on the sofa and all the children ran to him, saying: "Santa Claus, Santa Claus" as if the party were in his honor!

At 12 Midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my arms waiting for someone to hug me and ... do you know ... no one hugged me.

Suddenly they all began to share gifts. They opened them one by one with great expectation. When all had been opened, I looked to see if, maybe, there was one for me. What would you feel if on your birthday everybody shared gifts and you did not get one? I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly left.

Every year it gets worse. People only remember to eat and drink, the gifts, the parties and nobody remembers me. I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your life. I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand years ago I came to this world to give my life for you, on the cross, to save you. Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart.

I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to their party, I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party. I'm still making the final arrangements. Today I am sending out many invitations and there is an invitation for you. I want to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation for you and write your name with golden letters in my great guest book. Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party. Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside.

Be prepared because when all is ready you will be part of my great party.

See you soon.
I love you!
Jesus

Yeah, the person that sent this letter is Jesus alright, no doubt.
Are you feeling something stirring inside you?
or just a wierd and new feeling that you've never felt before?
Tag at my board!
i will give you the best Christmas/New Year present in your life!


Nigel blogged at
10:13 PM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

today had to help out @ the singapore deaf assoication
i met yingliang @ boon keng then take bus ther
terence overslept
zz
we were early
so we went geylang eat breakfast
lols
then go do cip
our first assignment, find a vacuum cleaner in a super dusty room
we searched the whole room but still cannot find a vacuum cleaner
fantastic uh
after that was all hard labour
carrying things up and down
if not its from here to there
alot of fragile things to handle to
and met some of the ocip peeps
real friendly and funny
lols
thank god for them
we were suppose to end @ 3
but ended at arnd 4 plus
erh
i was abit unwilling to go caus ther's only like 4 females and 1 guy?
when there is like ALOT of things to do
and especially there is ALOT of heavy stuffs to lift
i have no idea how they gonna do it man
zz
anyway
bus`ed my way home
dozed off
thankfully didnt miss my stop
lols
im dam shagged
well thats all

tmr planning to head to the gym
then perhaps get some camp stuffs
yeah

i watched shou zu
dam
i nearly cried for yusheng and yingjun
a love thats so strong
that is not bound by the things around them
but just by hearts
oh gosh
hahah
SEXY BABY! WHERE ARE YOU? LETS GO DRINKING AND GOSSIP ABOUT THIS!LOLS


i dont know if its me being oversensitive or mayb it isnt me, but im pissed with playing such games. really. im tired enough to play such childish games. im tryin to direct everything away from you now. i want to ask u to just go. seriously.rahhh!as much as i wanna tell you things, i know i am not able to and cannot do it. it's my journey.


Nigel blogged at
8:22 PM

im sourcin for a good phone
but how
nothing seems good
shit
and i wanan trade in my n73
any recommendations?


Nigel blogged at
12:21 AM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

hmmm
went for some new openin saloon near my haus
its dam cheap
haircut for 4.80
and trust me they are professionals
not some barber or what sort
saloon and its so cheap caus it just opened
colour is also cheap 22 bucks
i coloured mine dark chocolate
going for dark tones now
lol
nothing much
stayed at home
practise my guitar
read the entry on the tribe blog
forced me to think hard
so fast 2007 is gg to end
so much has passed
i need a journal
i need to reflect
too many things cannot be written here
haha
also, if i lived everyday as my last
would there be so many 'no'
would there be so many hesistations
would there be so many hidden 'secrets'
would there?


Nigel blogged at
9:45 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

shikes!
i need to get a new phone and register my plan!
my bill is gonna skyrocket this month


Nigel blogged at
10:19 PM

hmmm
its time to be honest
i guess i wont lie and say im stil unaffected by being taken out
i admit i am
caus it requires a lot preparation
being the asistant of the asistant is important
i totally agree
but yeah
there just a disappointment
im not sayin im not happy
please dont get me wrong
i will accept it and do the best out of it

anyway
had physio today
it was crap man
i had to pay money to exercise
and its like simple exercises
blegh
after tt had some briefin for ocip at changmai
yada yada
wont blog much
terence dad treated us for dinner
yummy!
hahah
and sent me home
nice dad eh


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Nigel blogged at
9:54 AM

hmmm
the last time i blogged was 14th?
erh
hmmm
saturday?
spent half the day at tct
then bus down to tc
the aircon was terrible
it was like freezin even though i was wearing a jacket
yeah
after tt went town to meet jessica
its really madly crowded
zz
and we spent like only half an hour ther?
hahah
then went chomp chomp to eat
3 plates and 2 drinks
tian ah
i eat til i nearly died
zz
jessica missed her last bus home AGAIN
roflmao

sunday
had svc
then went home
had dinner
then went out to meet lulu at kovan
lols
bought half a dozen of beer
and started drinkin at the playground
i drank 4 cans and she drank 2
caus she was scared she would get drunk
lols
nothing much after that
i realised that i was half drunk only when i reached the bus stop
lols
i could not stand straight
HAHAH
i was like actin sober while flaggin for the bus
lols
i tink i look dam stupid

pictures will be up very soon!


Nigel blogged at
9:46 AM

Friday, December 14, 2007

gah!
i waited dam long to uplaod the pics
but jsut to find out it failed
zz
heck
i wil update another time
okayys

blog about my birthday
hmmm
the day before i was faithfully watchin 2 fast 2 furious
then suddenly i heard ppl singing happy birthday to me
amzin eh
how they came into my haus without lettin me or my parents know?
i stil dont know
but yea
they came
slacked at my haus
my dad made alchohol for us
after tt we went chomp chomp
ate not rly alot la
ahah
then after tt went home lo

the next day had sku
nothing much
i decided to pon some enlgihs thingy caus i was really very sleepy
i slept arnd 3 plus 4
zz
then ya
went home and slept the whole day
ahah
fantastic bdae eh
lol
at night went to mit my family members and cousins for dinner
stayed ther for dam dam long
lols
talk alot of rubbish
lols
all rubbish here and there
hahah

on a much sadder note
i think im fallin
dont know why


Nigel blogged at
12:31 AM

Monday, December 10, 2007

is the twitchin of the left eye a good or bad thing
it has been happen for days!
man!


Nigel blogged at
10:35 PM

last year
at this time
i was playing
having the time of my life

this year
at this time
im suffering
with tons of work load
with things waiting to be sorted

sighs
thats life

disclaimer: im not gettin emo, dont get me all wrong

yea
tmr's the eve of my birthday
honestly
its just any other day
you wont be treated more special just caus its your eve or even your birthday itself
life still goes on
i guess im learnin life's lesson?
lols

had quite a boring day tday
bumped into ben and kenny and queensway
zz
didnt bother talkin to them too
just left
went home
reached home
dozed abit

got shortlisted for the ocip programme to changmai
i jsut hope that the trainings dates dont clash
if not, i will have to back out
i guess my stand is pretty staunch on tis one
yea

sometimes
in your stupidity
you've given ur key to someone
but you've constantly been denying
and you've been livin in denial!
sadd
lols
haha


Nigel blogged at
10:20 PM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

well
im back
somethings were expected
i was pretty disappointed in myself
next weeks my birthday
finally i guess
i dunno why but i specially aint looking forward to this years one
perhaps so many things has happened
new friends were made
close friends were no longer close
somehow it just felt distant
and distant friends felt close
not i anticipated
sighs
but ohh wells
here goes my wish list

1) crumpler
2) havianas slippers
3) shorts
4) belt! mine broke. zz
5) new bible
6) yada yada. go figure!


Nigel blogged at
1:11 AM

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Gahhh
im tryin to prepare for tmr's worship
but im too tired to plan
bloohs
and the caffeine which i took just now had no effect at me
zz
im like typing iwth my eyes clothes.

anyway today i overslept
expected
soi misse cppa
ended up gg to sku to celebrate my bdae
tok spastic pics
and they made me do a dare that i really had no choice but to chicken out
lols
guess what they gave me
polka dots boxers
hahaha
but of course, thanks 1a23 for organisin
haha
had some talk caus it is polymer day today
got tis super succesful guy that im totaly inspired by hime
haha
anyway
mip lesson was much of a lesson
had tourin arounde the lab only
yeahh
after that
went to the lib to sleep for a while
then went queensway to find the stuffs
then ww and kh came
nothing much
went ikea
blah blah
im really dam dam tired now
bye


Nigel blogged at
1:32 AM

Friday, December 07, 2007

indeed the road to recovery is a long one
like how do u heal ur knees man
im like so irritated i cannot like "use" it to exercise due to its bad enuff state
it sucks alright
i heaven been bloggin much caus or reports and tests
well
majority of it is over
at last
but the quality of work was bad
even im guilty of it
zz
recieved the result for one of my test
i remember i failed dam badly for the first test
but thank god! i passed
its like dam scary lah
there are like thousand things on my mind to study for
omg
lols
its like 1234am and usually iw ould be sleepin by now
but somehow the body is changin to its nocturnal state again
lol

went for interview for ocip
trust me i was crappin throughout
lols
went to mit yunlu and tanny and bishan
i ate mos while they were talkin
played with "Chicky"
luffed my heads off
slacked arnd bishan
then went off
nothing much
eh
nonono
in fact have
we played arcade
play daytona until high
lols
i tried the stupid game that required the cluth, handbrake and manual changin of gears
dammit its dam difficult
wasted 2 bucks man
its like i can never go into my desired gear
partially caus it doesnt have a gear box?
zz
crapps

tmr's polymer day
shikes
zz


Nigel blogged at
12:34 AM

Monday, December 03, 2007


thats the medal alright
haha
final run for 2007
well it was rather eventful since i ran with an inflammed tendon
and now after the run its even more inflammed
but i guess it was worth it
the timin shud be around 2h45mins
not much diff lah
this week is really a test for me
caus ive got alot of reports due and ive got a test to study
im still feeling very tired due to the lack of sleep and muscle cramps are killing me
pray for me alright people!
oh yeah
nick came
he is truly an inspirational guy
i learn alot from him
no limps but yet he's still so happy
praise god for him man
the more i lose, the more i gain


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10:36 PM

Saturday, December 01, 2007

im gg to be as swift as a crossing river


Nigel blogged at
11:19 PM

lets do some mathematics!

i got my new balance shoe last year

since then, ive ran:

Mizuno wave run 06 (10km)
Ironkid Biathalon (3km)
Standard chartered 06 (1okm)

Training for the runs (approximately 8km)

National Vertical Marathon 07 (assume as 2.4km for 60 plus floors?)
New Balance Terrain Race 07 (8.8km)
HOPE Run 07 (8km)
New Balance Real Run 07 (15km)
Army Half Marathon 07 (21km)
Mizuno Wave Run (10km)
Mount Faber Run (10km)
Soon to be, Standard Chartered 07 (21km)

Training for the runs (Approximately 10km)

so 10 x 5 + 3 + 2.4 + 8.8 + 8 x 2 + 15 + 21 x 2 = 137.2km

DANG DANG DANG DANG!

its time for me to change shoe
ahaha
milleage is up
and its no wonder my knee couldnt take it
compare the number of events i did last year and this year
insane


Nigel blogged at
11:48 AM