last paper tmr
before ireland comes
haha
finally
moving onto another stage of life i guess
zz
everytime i fly at a point in my life when im 'turbulent'
hahaha
now as usual. lol!
9:17 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
9:17 PM
like a rose
temporal beauty
it fades so fast
zz
last paper on friday
its 1.43am now
my body clock is in a mess now
nights feel like nights on some nights
but nights feel like days on other nights
leaving for ireland next monday
freaking fast
luggage and everything not bought also
save me!
haha
rates suck also
baaddddd
i dont like it
hahaha
oh wells
not much of a choice
hope things will be well there
1:42 AM
Friday, February 20, 2009
2 exam paper down
pi was screwed
bia stil okay
hope i dont forward pi
collected the air tickets
2050 just flew
my goodness
all i feel is pain
zz
on my way home
i overheard this girl guide talkin on the phone
"before wo men stead, ni xi huan shui? just jiang, wo bu hui sheng xi!...."
i laughed to myself
i didnt know they still use the term 'stead'
hahaha. oh wells. those were the days
back from my gym
it was productive to me
caus taking into account not stepping in since regatta
muscles all weak and wobbly
3 more papers
end soon please
9:11 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
To write love on her arms
the world is cold, trusting seemed hard
why?
11:38 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
laptop is reformatted and i hope its clear of virus this time around
gonna be extremly careful with what i download
lol!
this week and next week will be judgement day
i wish myself all the best!
9:17 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
COM IS INFECTED WITH VIRUS
SIANNNNNN
need to go back SP to reformat the whole crap!
finally im a certified star 2 kayaker!
woohooo
3 days of agony and pain and i didnt manage to learn eskimo roll
dam sian
oh wells!
exams are next week!DIE! NO TIME STUDY
8:30 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
my days seem to long as hell
days feel especially long and nights feel especially short
studying hasnt been on my list when it should have been long time ago
goodness
im almost done with my 2 star kayaking
im left to the expedition this coming saturday before i get my cert
training is gonna resume this week also
like finally!
but sadded that im only going for 3 weeks
ireland has been more of a burden than a joy
alot of people are envious
but i find myself being too like hmmmm.. emotional?
dont know la! haha
i will miss my friends in singapore
6 weeks sia
neh neh. longest ive been away was around 3 or 4 weeks
and ireland is freezing
3-5 degress almost everyday
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
life sucks!
oh wells
pics are from din birthday
had 2 celebrations for her
one during the weekend and one during the actual day itself
she better be very very very very honoured!
woohoo
10:56 AM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
"people in love get stupid"
i'm laughing at this statement but yet its so true
im aching now due to my exercise
hc came just now to talk
its a while
but these are the things i treasure
8:11 PM
past seems hard to revisit
the present seems a pain
future is one which i dont look forward to
1:17 PM
i know there are people who care
but im not willing to share
hope you understand
im gonna be selfish and say this is my fight
i cant open to anyone and everyone
if i fail, if i fall, its me
i struggle to unstruggle me
12:58 AM
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
managed to get off some of my frustrations just now while jogging
while not get off, maybe just numb then temporarily
i dont really know what to blog bout
ive been to sentosa
been to cityalive
but zonked out even before the party began
yeah
thats bout it
i quite like the first pic caus i was more drunk but i didnt look that drunk
7:47 PM
Monday, February 02, 2009
usual day in school
came home
it never felt so wierd, so awkward to be home
i used to be annoyed by sometimes how noisy the house would be
now it felt dead quiet
it reminded me of the loss of my granny
its been a week and im still not strong enough to face it
the times which ive constantly reminded myself not to cry, acted so strong
but yet inside me i crashed
i dont know how to start bout how sad i felt
maybe there isnt even a word that i could used
i just know that i feel all alone now
days go by just by putting a strong front and breaking down at the end of the day
many people tell me they know how it feels
but sometimes i wonder, do they really know?
exams are approaching very quickly
attachment to ireland is coming soon
i want to back out
but i cant
please dont think im gg through depression or smth
i just need a place to rant
thanks
3:47 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2009
insomia, thats the word
12:34 PM