Thursday, May 31, 2007

saw this test in carrie's blog
shall try it
haha

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the nextbutton to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONGNAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY ITSOUNDS!!!

Questions:

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOUSAY ?
Snow (hey oh) - Red hot chili peppers

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOURPERSONALITY?
Here i am to worship -hillsongs

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Da cheng xiao ai -JJ Lin and Jin Sha
big town small love??lol

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Only heaven knows -Rick price

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dance dance -fall out boy
oh yeah baby!haha(:

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Ka fei- zhang xue you
lol. decipher it for me mans

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Maria -김아중
lol.okays it sounds nice.haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
liang shan buo yi juliet
HAHA.romanctic sia

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Just so you know -Jesse McCartney
wow.fits rather well.haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
kiss goodbye -wang lee hom
HAHA.dots

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOULIKE?
Here by me -3 doors down
erhhs.doesnt answer qn hor.lol

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROWUP?
i believe -tata young
is there such an occupation

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THEPERSON YOU LIKE?
wo huai nian de -sun yan zi
ERRRR??

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU??
Unbelievable -craig david
HAHA.WOW WOW

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Crazy son -ronin
no comments.haha

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
At the cross -hillsongs
nice!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Just go -Jesse McCartney
another wierd answer.lol

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
i write sins not tradgedies -panic at the disco
DOTS..

haha
the results are dam funny
lol

Nigel blogged at
11:10 PM

erhhh
today woke up at arnd 12
zz
caus my bro and mom kept disturbin me
went down to bishan to meet up for IDEAS
library is closed on public hols?
seriously doesnt make sense at all
anyways
just discussin and slackin ther
then went to eat fishball noodle
then go home le
nth much today
didnt study much oso
did abit of report
then went to play my guit
sigh
my strummin is becomin worst
and my tunin is gettin worst
blegh

Nigel blogged at
8:00 PM

Would you be there - Redwan Ali

If I were blue,
would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good,
would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back.

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there
If I'm away, would you still think of me

And wish that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me,
All the way..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?Would you be there,to save my soul tonight,

Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,to kiss my pain away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there,to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,to kiss my pain away?
Would you be there?

Nigel blogged at
7:04 PM

chattin with huifang about SHIT now
haha
yucks

Nigel blogged at
1:45 AM

today i overslept again!
blegh
im really really very tired i guess
lols
anyways went maths lesson abit late
then had bio
nth much la
cppb then chem
for the first time chem felt fun
haha
the test was alright
ayh
sku was just a waste of time basically
haha

went home after sku
then went city hall to mit fisseha!
haha
we just slacked lors
nth much
watched shrek 3
its humorous!
it talks about being who you really wanne be
who you truly are on the inside
anyways the donkey's children are dam quite
mix breed
go watch the movie if u wanne noe more abt it
haha
we took many fotos too
with diana
yepps
nth much le bahs
haha

Nigel blogged at
1:03 AM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

i cant seem to study for my test
rwahh
good luck to me mans
sighs
tmr movie with fisseha!(:

Nigel blogged at
12:00 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

for the first time after 7 weeks!
the day offically came
lol
i overslept till dam late!!
haha
i woke up at 630 at first
but i was so tired that i really really couldnt get off my bed
so decided to stay in bed a little longer
besides, i set 3 alarms
so yah
i unconciously stopped all my 3 alarms instead of snooze!
so i only woke up at 745
when boon kiat msg me!!
when my lesson was suppose to start at 8
blegh
so i decided to take my own sweet time and miss IO chem lesson liao
lol
the train at 9 plus is really dam crowded la
really like sardine liddat
no place to move one

anyway
something happened along tt way tt caused me to examine alot about myself
at the green line, there was this old man who was like using something like a clutch
he sat beside me
when the train came
i just stood up and didnt pay much attention about him
i entered then heard the signal for door closing
i look at the door
the old man was still holding onto the door
i knew he wasnt going to make it
i took a step forward
i wanted to approach him to help him
but i only took A step.
just that 1 step and i couldnt go any further
i dunno why
something held me back from helping him
my hesistation dragged alot of time
the door closed
my heartbeat increased
the old man fell
a malay lady quickly rushed to his aid
i wanted to
but i still stood there
the train opened its doors and the officers came
tryin to help lift the old man
obviously the strength was enough
he was on his feet
even if he was, his feet didnt have enough strength
somemore ppl came to help
im still rooted to the ground
i just stood there and looked
finally they managed to have him seated
but another officer told him to get off the train first
i guess they lendin him a wheelchair bahs
then he couldnt stand up
he struggled
again his legs werent strong enuff
under the seats were his clutch
i saw it
but i kept silent
someone said it out
and he managed to make his way out very slowly
the train then continued its usual stuff

i thought alot after that
why?
why didnt i do what my instincts had told me to
why was there this hesitation in me
i really dunno
im disappointed in myself

haiz
whatever
anyways
lessons were alright la
i only attended cppb la
lol
i didnt really pay attention
but understand la
it was my first and only lesson
lol
i heard tt my chem lecturer was like
huh!? wher is nigel? why he never come?
lols
then had report writing test
smth like a summary la
yah
nth much la
after tt came home la
dam tired
and super lot of things to do
sighs
sku endin tt time shud b slack
in poly, it the opposite
zz

father
renew me
give me this heart of compassion
you see this heart
rekindle it with love
use me
amen

Labels: Soul-searching

Nigel blogged at
9:19 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

it feels like the first day of sku suddenly again
blegh
woke up rather late la
but managed to reach class on time
haha
lessons were rather boring!
i dun even noe wad to blog abt sku la
lol
prac was fun bah
i saw s aureus as e coli!
rahhh
then joanne burst out luffin like mad la
so embarassing
=(
prac ended around 3
took train home with terence
here is the comical scence
inside the NEL
this is the seatin arrangement:
ACJC GIRL/ ME / TERENCE

then the acjc girl was dozin off
so her head was like droppin to my shoulder
then after a while i started to doze off oso
then its like her head was like droppin to my shoulder and my head was droppin to her shoulder
but we didnt crash lah
then terence was like luffin like mad lah
piangs
pai seh sia

reached home
went to sleep
then went joggin
my stamina dropped a lot
im gettin cramps on the legs and arms
zz
im so weak =\
anyway
decided not to do saucony run le
mayb just milk le
my main focus is standard chartered

Nigel blogged at
8:22 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

there's this part of me which i still cant move
why?
i wanne be brainwashed
the memories cannot be erased
the pain will not go away
caus scars will never heal

whatever

tmr's startin again
rwahh
hate it
i just discovered there is 2 tests next week
someone just date me out to study man

Nigel blogged at
11:47 PM

today went svc
hrmms
missed it last week
expo was dam dam crowded lah
madness
anyways had a special speaker
very annointed i must say
what i learnt from the svc?
do you know what is god's plan for where you are now.
for me, i know why im in sp primers
its an open door and im determined to make the difference
hrmms
for course wise,
why am i there?
i heavent really thought of it
and 1 point which i paid close attention to was
Regardless what you study, you study about god
make sense?
decipher[confirm wrong spelling!haha] it urself
okays
anyways after svc i went to mit my mom
went to parkway parade to do shoppin
i feel dam useless la
ive been window shopping for far too long
when it comes to the actual shopping, i just dunno what to do
lols
sad right
haha

tmr is back to sku!
after a whole week of e learnin
blegh
it is so unsightly whenever ur skin peel
yucks!

Nigel blogged at
8:40 PM

my back looks dam ugly now
imagine skin peeling all over the place
lol
anyway

2 UPCOMING EVENTS!
1) Mainly I Love Kids Run
2)Saucony 100 plus Passion Run

my goal is to triple my fitness now
so yah
if i am wrkin towards my goal, i shud be trng very very hard

Nigel blogged at
1:52 AM

the girl that i fell so deeply in love with.

whenever this emo part of me overcomes ME

i get weak

real weak

i can just fall instantly

many a times

i ask myself why i always fall into it

i think i know why

but i really do miss her

alot

Within 48 hours, relationship was ended and hearts were broken.

it happened 2 going 3 months ago already

im still stuck

haiz

anyway i recalled this song which i heard at fcbc countdown party 2 years ago

" i've known a pain, so deep. but i know my faith will free me."

free me please abba.

am i stuck to this because im not surrendering?

have i really forgiven her for all these

or am i still waiting for a second chance

teach me to let go according to your way

not to the ways of the world

i come before you

on bended knee

im weak

but you make my imperfections perfect

do what you have to

amen

i'm trying

if she's reading it, im not perfect

to myself, you've suffered long enuff.

please stop letting yourself go on

Labels: Open wounds

Nigel blogged at
1:29 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i slept at 3 plus 4
and woke up at 530!
roarr
im very very extremly tired
why i woke up so early?
caus my bro didnt noe how to pack his dam camp bag
zz
then i accompanied my mom to send him to sku
then followed my mom to the market
i really dun understand how ppl can wake up so early in the morning just to go to the market man
its so insane
do they have like too much sleep
they can really donate it to me
blegh
afternoon or rather evening went novena to mit ken
then went cine to mit don,kevin and damien
then yi hui also came
sppose to b shoppin la
but ended up walkin and walkin only
sighs
until like 8 plus
then we went to play pool
the table ther is rather lousy la
the carpet too long never change until it becomes very very smooth
the ball will just glide across the table rather than spin
very difficult to control the ball
zz
played for a while
then left le
now lor
gg to attempt to do my proj again
sighs
bless me man

Nigel blogged at
11:06 PM

the lamborgini tt was on display!

the cake i treated jiemei. haha

stupid madplace

the shop that made me dam bored

according to jiemei's perception, me and adeline jsut broke up. then tis is how couples will usually react.LOL

i am the extra inside this very nice pic!haha

me and jiemei! (:

WHATEVER!haha

this is how fun is spelt!

haha

went outing with jiemei and her friends

lol

first place we went was chinatown

my complain is that why do they sell such hip stuffs and such an auntie location

miracle eh

anyway

jiemei shopped dam long for her necklace lahh

until i nearly dozed off

she was practically spoilt for choice

haha

after tt went vivo

saw chuan jun ther sia

so coincidental

lol

then oso saw youying and cheryl

anyway!

jiemei and her friends spent an awefully long time at topshop lah!

i just dazed there

and when they were inside the changin room

i walked finish levis and addidas lah!

dam slow

haha

then they went forever 21!

i so thought i would die there

haha

but thankgod they didnt really spend much time there la

i concluded that i cannot find clothes at the expensive stuffs area

they dont suit my taste!

haha

i prefer those kind of unknown brands

anyways we went to grab a bite after that

then went to look at some dogs

shit tzu when very young that time is really very very cute lah!

but if u compare with my dog

then urhhh

direct opposite

haha

after tat

jiemei wanted to look for mephosis

when i was outside mephosis

i was like OMG!

its flooded with people

just caus they had 50-70% discount

and jiemei still wanted to go in lah

she bought her stuff alright

then gg off tt time

dunno how come talk until i owe her treat la

lol

end up treat her green tea

breadtalk calls it macha or smth liddat

lol

and drank whatever for the first time!

haha

quite nice

yepps

we headed home after tt

outing with jiemei is always fun

haha!

Nigel blogged at
12:02 AM

Friday, May 25, 2007

hmmm
thurs thurs thurs
erhhhs
woke up rather late
then went mrt to pick up alex and terence to my haus
sppose to do proj work
but ended up slackin at my place la
after tt went town to mit yingliang ivan and lexter to do ideas
we split up eventually la
haha
erhhs
we went to many places to see how ppl will approach the customers
but none really passed
eventually went haagen dazs
sad
but yah
did it there
then went ps
played arcade
daytona again
zz
haha
nth much le bahs
after tt went home

Nigel blogged at
11:59 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

oh yes forgot to blog abt smth i saw on brenda's shirt ystd

T hank
G od
I 'm
F emale

Nigel blogged at
11:45 AM

life makes a mockery out of you and me
just puppets for life's pleasure
the things i wish to tell you
covered with blood and pain
i shouted, i screamed
all i wanted was you to hear
but you turned a deaf ear now
im drowning right before your eyes
you feel me through my eyes
you blink away
breaking that contact which i desired
you run away
i chased after you
bruised and battered by all thats happen
you cried
you shuffed me aside like a toy
and yet again
i find myself
sitting at that rock
alone.
a thousand questions i ask
but none had any replies
the deeper i persue
the worst the relationship
i feel the sun warming up my body
but the heart and soul just feels dry
has it bled dry?
or is there more installed
i miss you girl

Nigel blogged at
11:28 AM

oh my god
i hate e learning
dammit
i cannto acces my quiz online
rwahh
so irritating

and i just found a new way to wake myself up
press the burnt areas
dammit sia
i so wanna cry la
its really dam pain and cannot do anything
shit
i wish i can change skin like change clothes liddat
blegh

Nigel blogged at
1:10 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

oeathe after effects of suntannin is very bad
=(
my whole body is red
excepy my shoulders
my shoudler is dark red/brown
whcih means its dam fried lah
like deep fried liddat
sighs
haf a lot of difficulty wearing clothes and carryin my bag la
do you blve it
im emittin heat u noe?
im like a portable heater now
madness
its super super hot
just now went watson tobuy aloe vera gel
dam
its realy hurts
any grandma tales on how to heal sunburns?

Nigel blogged at
5:24 PM

plentiful of pictures!

ystd had outing with my class

we went sentosa

then went seoul garden to eat

haha

just plan fun bahs

celebrated chuan jun bdae ther oso

alex bought ice cream cake la

the most troublesome cake

i swear!

and its like only i noe how to do it the correct way

all thanks to haagen dazs

haha

heat the freakin knife

oh yahh

seoul garden got ice cream cans to scoop sia

haha

scoopin kings ice cream is like 100 times easier then haagen dazs la

its like all ice

u can feel it one

hahs

back to the point

mrs tan treat us all sia

its almost 300 bucks lah

woahh

nice hor

i even thought she was very bad

lols

after that

some left la

those that stayed went aracde to play play

the drum thingy is really dam hard to play la

i so wanna go for my drum classes

after aracde went esplande to take pictures

we were tryin to sychronize our jumps to the cam

its dam hard la

and super tiring

haha

then we had budget kbox oso

i blasted music while the rest sing

haha

cool right

lols

after tt all went home lor

i lok at the damage the sun has done to my body

wow sia

its like all red

my shoulders the worst

dark red

obviously over burnt la

dam sian

cant carry bag

cant even wear shirts!?

this is the first time i canna tann until so bad

Nigel blogged at
2:23 PM

pics from my cousin's wedding on sun

it was a vegetarian 8 course meal

cool eh

how often will u get a vegetarian 8 course for wedding dinner

haha

sunday oso went to mit up with the clique!

almost everyone brough their girl

oh wells=(

whatever

haha

yahh

just spendin some time to catch up with one another

thats abt it

hmmms

nothing much le

shall blog abt monday later

Nigel blogged at
8:59 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

pics from the bbq
i am so full
zz

PRIMERS NI BAO BU BAO
PRIMERS WO HEN BAO
PRIMERS NI BAO BU BAO
PRIMERS WO CHAO BAO
PAPA WO HEN BAO
MAMA WO HEN BAO
PI LI PA LI WO AI BAO
PRIMERS PRIMERS BAO BAO BAO

that is how bo liao we are
haha

anyway
come back to my actual purpose of bloggin
hmmm
i got so much to say
but i duno wher to start
i gues ill just start on whatever that comes to my mind first bahs
hmmmm
e-learning week is next week
no sku
should be rejoicin right
but sadly im not
in fact i have more work to be done during e learnin than any other thing
yahhs
and i have a packed schedule till wed
amazin eh
how to do my homework
sighs
life is never easy in poly bahs
im so so tired

next point i wanne blog abt
nearly 3 months ago
everything came crashin
ask me how are things
not better one bit
yahhs
how amazing to be stuck or perhaps even worst since 3 months ago
when the other person is like gettin on with life
mayb i cant let go bahs
im just not matured enuff for a relationship
haiz

next point
i noe my points are random
but wahtever
went to catch spiderman with fisseha today
it was quite draggy
like what inez said
but like wht darren mentioned in the tribe blog
it also had a rather similar impact on me too
CHOICES
we make choices everyday. just good or bad
the black thingy that gave spidey power represented sin
it gave him strength
when i reflected
sin gave me strength
really
you think so highly
cocky of urself
its smth that u will love
spiderman 3 really is not a bad show

Nigel blogged at
12:54 AM

wells
changed my skin
back from primers steamboat
it was fun
even though only 3 fisseha pepps
but still fun
yepps

help help help
8-10th cluster camp
but on the 9th i got wedding dinner to attend to
sighhs
someone pls help me think of a way!
i really wanna go cluster camp

Nigel blogged at
12:41 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

new skin comin soon

Nigel blogged at
10:16 PM

Friday, May 11, 2007

hohoho!
since that im free now
shall blog
yahhs
im now in sku
at fc6
waiting for everyone to come
bleaghs

erhhhs
lets talk about the test first
hmmm
it was easy
but i guess i wasnt prepared enough lah
so was rather gong
i guess i remembered my best le bahs
lols
after the test
went town lor
to mit inez
went long john to eat
together with her fren lah
they went to watch spiderman 3!!
roarr
i not yet watch!!
does anyone wanna go and watch??
haha
dots
anyway
outing with inez is always fun
haha
we talkin rubbish la
then after tt she went to turn the small 1 dollar shit
lol
quite stupid
haha
after that went home lah
i had to accompany her to outram lah
pathetic can
lols
then went home
rushed through project

yahhs
waiting for primers to start
bleagh

Nigel blogged at
4:06 PM

Lionel and Baby Ignez!

Patrick doing his forfeit

Raymond and Jacob doing their forfeit

my cousin bdae! that guy is her bf

Labels: Pictures

Nigel blogged at
3:58 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

PRIMERS OI!
=D
yes yes
im finally bloggin again
and im bloggin about POC!
i was inside diana's grp
FISSEHAHAHAHAHAHA
the ice-breakin games were fun!
even though i like played it many many times la
haha
for the first night
we had instant noodles for supper
can u imagine how cool was it
haha
we slept at 4am
pro right
lol
woke up at 7am the next day
although supposedly to wake up at 9am la
wash up
then talk to some of my members
got to know them better
yepps
hmm
then it was another whole series of games and fun
basically the whole camp was pure fun la
we learnt the youmeweOdance
and there is this funny video dance also
haha
v v v v fun
yahh
then we did nightwalk in sp
omg
i thought marist was scary
sp is worst
really very very freaky
haha
i miss fisseha!!!
roarr
at least get to c them fri
soon soon
heh
after the camp
followed lionel to return the equipment back to church
first time i went to the office sia
then u c all the christian books
wow
anyway
then went for svc
yepps
after svc
chiong go home
then bathe changed and went to celebrate my cousin's 21st bdae!!
she brought her bf along too sia
haha
ate jap buffet
yahhs
nth much le bahhs

erhhhs
went to cut hair also
thick and unkept hair looks horrible
lol
aha
yahh
nth much
will post the pics soon

have bio test tmr!
rahhh
im so gg to fail

Nigel blogged at
4:36 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

morn
woke up arnd 7 plus
went macs to mit ken
ate breakfast
then go down maris to take Os cert and testimonial
the whole sku is havin examinations
and it feels so cold la
everything is very strict
anyway
after tt ken went np
i went home
yah
then started rainin heavily
zz
rain out of the haus la
i brought shoe
but not the socks
smart right
ended up takin a train to clemnti to buy socks
zz
yahhs
erhh
lessons were okay lah
after lessons

CANOEING TRAINING
followed evan kong everywher lah
lol
the trainin started off with joggin
first few rounds no problem
we from the back overtake to front le
then at the 8th round
the president gain speed
dam fast sia
yahh
then did push-ups
50
i so wanna die lah
zz
then did pull ups
first was 5 sets of 8
woa
u can imagine me la
at first can do 7
then 6
then keep droppin
den the ratio was like for every pull up u cannot complete, u must do 3 pushups
yahh
then after tt 2nd time
5 sets of 5
but the ratio change to 1:5
yahh
dam hiong
then next was circuit
also another mad one la
yahh
then i got cramps
siao la
heng some girls came to my rescue or else i wud haf died from the pain la
didnt get the chance to thank them
cannot even remember how they look la
lol
anyway
after trng
went home
dam tired
then the first thing i got was scoldin
my parents called me 7 times
and i didnt answer caus i was at trng
crazy sia
when im with my fone
i dont get so much calls
only when im away then the calls start to come
zz
then my dad dont wann me to join canoein lah!
reason?
he doesnt think i can swim
my explanation?
ther are lifevest
his rebuttal?
so what. accidents still occur
rahhh
im so angry with him la
canoein is dam fun can
its v tough
but its all worth it la
sighs
whatever

hope god will make a way

Labels: canoeing

Nigel blogged at
12:01 AM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

i heavent been bloggin
erhhs
monday arhs
hmmm
i try recall arh
cannot really remember much
just tt had bio prac
then caus i hve tiny eyes
then i always c my own eye lash
dam stupid la
after tt went poolin with my classmates
left at arnd 730 liddat
erhhs
how to say lei
its super early
zz

tues
public hol
labour day
but it was a dam labourious day
went wrkin at haagen dazs la
its dam crazy sia
morn 10 plus and there is along queue to watch spiderman 3
siao!
yahh
then scoop ice cream until i dam tired
then after wrk had to do some briefin on how to present the menu
thank god i upgraded to kitchen sia
dont have to learn
haha!

today?
dam tired la
everything all quite sian
went hougang polyclinic to c doc regardin my continous mini heart attacks
wanna noe more abt it then ask me la hor
yah
sppose to take x-ray and run some test on my heart
but caus its so late
i cannot do it
stupid
paid 4.30 for the consultation only
zz
then inside the bus
i think i saw kevin soo
last time my bball coach
donkey years ago
he looks so different
like he has given up hope on life
i dunno lei
i didnt talk to him
i last heard abt him molestin students
yahhs
thats abt it lor
im startin to have a headache comin
and my homework is pilin again
im so gg to b dead yah

tmr got canoe trng
first trng
go there and c tough anot

fri
primers camp
damm
i so think im gg home to put down my stuffs first b4 gg the primers lah
fri if i dont go home
i haf to bring labcoat,lappy,sleepin bag,and all the remainin camp stuffs
which is super lot la
SIAN!

Nigel blogged at
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